Friend who?

You call yourself a friend

But continue to give me a hard time about myself

With all the issues floating in my mind

Take off your ugly mask

Telling me you were sweet and kind

The mixed emotions that continue to lay in my heart

Trying to figure out the real person that lays before me

The mask you still wear still betrays me

Stuck in the selfish arrays of rainbow mixed fantasies

I begin to wonder who you really are 

Only a friend that hides behind the jail cells of words

 No picture to go along with what I thought was a real you

I’m just fed up and tired of the back and forth dilemmas 

The headaches and heartaches of trying to repair fate back together again

I thought in the beginning I had that true friend

But the more you keep the mask on

The more the wall goes up with no expectations of what my words now think about an idol that stands in my presence taking up space

I always wonder what lies between the flesh of your face

But I guess I will never see the real you

A real friend that lies under the misty blues….

Written by Lyrical Passion

Advertisements

Elephant in the Room

You became poison in my life 

The first time we hung out it was passion

The physical things that took place was lustful action

A person that I never talked to

Wanting to get to know you

Then things started to take a twist and turn

Feelings that got too deep; the lust that began to yearn

Avoiding the fact that physical ties took place

Nothing seemed right

It seemed like you came from out of space

But I saw the passion look on your face

Your kisses and touches got a girl all messed up inside

But I don’t know if you are wearing a mask; your feeling you are trying to hide

What happened after what was shared?

When I approached you about it, asking you a question

Not giving me the answer I deserved that was left unfair

Avoiding the real feelings nobody else to compare

So what did we really shared?

Confusion and frustration played a big part of this dramatic mess

Telling you how I truly felt seemed like an angry protest

I apologize for causing this confusion

The words that was sewn into your mind

Causing me to act through the emotional state causing painful delusions

I’m loosing

A friend  that once kissed me

The good times that we had that released and freed me

Lustful thoughts and physical connections

But the hurtful words I once said; left dead

Like playing world war two during another election

Damn I really got caught up in this whirlwind of affections

Two months and some days

And now already you got my mind turning in a daze 

For days as I think about what went wrong

I’m tired of singing this crazy lustful song

But am I wrong for questioning your affection and physical aaggression?

But most importantly a friendship that was brewing in the mist of it all

All I want to do is grab your hand and say “Baby I’m sorry for hurting you with my words”

Taking the blame and this hurtful fall

But now I get no texts and the fact I can’t even call

Oh well

Maybe this wasn’t meant to be after all

Now you have became the elephant in the room

Uncomfortable in all the wrong places

As I see the tension on both of our faces

But really I wish I could see you making love faces

Yeah I said it

Love faces

But your cordial “Hello” and “Have a good day and night” makes my heart skip a beat

As the fire brews and I’m still feeling the heat

Of words that was twisted

Is my name still on your list of friendships

Will I ever be listed?

I want to engage in long conversations with you

Laughing and being free in all the right spots

Without the tension of making things worst

This elephant in the room is making me too hot

Sometimes I wish I could make you invisible and my tension won’t be as real as it gets

To live in peace and be free with my feelings

But I was only playing a hand of cards only to be dealing 

Forgetting that hurtful words are left killing

So now I’m in a situation that is left on the wall looking like a crazy equation

What difference is there to give you my flirty ppersuasionlike some sexy and petite boss chick Asian

You see how lustful feelings can get mixed up in the moment and ruin the best time of your life?

But I’m ready to face this elephant in the room and to face the damage

To kiss these painful memories and to burn them into the heat of the night

Lyrical Passion

Silence the Killer

What’s going to eat you alive that’s going to kill you alive?

A negative mind setting

As you trespass on the past ways never forgetting

Responsibilities that are always neglecting

Heart aches with the on-going thoughts inside your mind

Staying on the right path but really inside your thoughts are dying

Trying to stay happy in this unhappy world

Trying to please the people that can be non-loving and hatful

But learn to live life and be happy living grateful

Ignore the killer that lives deep inside

The one that wants to destroy and turn your life upside down

While you are walking the scums and filth of the streets

Always putting on a frown

Remember to smile and to remain on top of the game

Don’t worry because life isn’t about the fame

Don’t regret things that’s done in life

Never show no shame

Never give up on the hopes and dreams

While deep inside you want to give up and you want to scream!

Silence

The

Killer

It’s wicked and bad

Killing you alive

Killing your visions and the things that you live for in life

Step up to the plate and fight hard for what you believe in

Stand up and fight what’s within

Written by Lyrical Passion

Telling Me Something

You are still here telling me something

Sweet seduction of your vibes flowing through the inner pores of my soul

While I’m out here in the world grinding

I spend my energy; days and nights hustling

Without loosing the energy of pitiful crying

Branding myself to where I want to become

You never supported my dreams

Now I see it

The reality of what it may seems

I’m doing me and nobody can’t interfere with my flow

Negative people be quiet

Negativity energy you gotta go!

I need someone who supports my visions and my dreams

A helpmate who can take Lyrical Passion seriously

I’m speaking my truths not behind closed doors

I’m bold and acting fearlessly

Written by Lyrical Passion

Divorcing You

divorcing you

I sung a sad song today

Only to notice that you weren’t hear

You have cheated on me with the other one

A new lover that has won your heart

I divorced your words and your mind

I thought you were cool

But you weren’t one of a kind

I realized that I was only in love with your words

Every whisper

Every echo

I have heard

Your words  have pores open and a kryptonite to enter your heart

Many women have secretly fell in love with just a pen and your written thoughts

Why even bother when you haven’t fought

So last night I said what I had to say and divorced you once and for all

It’s better late than never

Instead of taking  a deep lust fall

Written by Lyrical Passion

30 Day Poetry Challenge: Day 15 “Hiding Behind the Make up’

Flamenco Woman fine art dance oil painting

She tried to hide herself behind all of the pain and the hurt

Forgetting that she is still strong knowing her worth

Looking into the mirror at a different person that isn’t where she wants to be

Trying to imagine and visualize all her goals and dreams; to paint a path so that she can see

Hiding behind all that pain and the cries that’s still hidden deep inside

The make up she wears is now hidden in disguise

Who would ever know that she still hurts of all the situations and issues?

But at night when no one is looking, her pillow becomes her tissue

Still smiling  as she wears a mask to hide her true feelings

A smile that is put on with the make up, her real colors are only shielding

She looks into the mirror again and closes her eyes to exhale

Feeling like she is being trapped by an evil spell

But continuing her life’s journey, she doesn’t want to fail

Written by Lyrical Passion

Follow Lyrical Passion on Instagram @floweticlyric 

A Kiss Before I Die

A Kiss Before I Die

lonely teardrops speaks endless words

slowly leaving a place where i’ve lived for so long

writing the story lines of baby boomers and growing up doing the harlem shake

i play those words like a peaceful gospel song

i look around me at all the gratitude pressed against my heart

let alone to plant at my grave sight

for if tomorrow comes and it allows me to breathe my last breath

i’ll sing unto the heavenly hills

protection all around me

i breathe the words “peace be still”

cradled into the night and awakened by the flashbacks of her first walk

her first crush on a guy that was only too scared to express his true love

my cheeks rubbed against the pillow and as i could feel them burning with miserable tears

i remembered how strong i have to be

so now i will show no fear

that’s right…

i’m walking on heaven’s skies

to arrive at my first assignment

to get my wings in honor of great family

that prays over my body; spiritual demons

wanting to rush in

waiting to get in

i’ve been on this path for far too long

i’ve announced the tittle

i claimed the victory only to win

heart trembles for the pure satisfaction

scared to leave a place that has remembered me as lady pearl

diva of soul

glitz up for a fashion affair

all smiles got the wooing attention of thousands of fans

only to stay true to myself

i know exactly who i am

i closed my eyes again wanting to sleep for a long time

eternally forever

i’ve been captured through all the hell and stormy weather

children at peace and have a piece of me laying in their mind

what mother wants to ever tell their kids that they might be dying?

i lay here crying

i wiped the tears quickly from my pale face and laughed hysterically trying to cheer myself up

i won’t leave here miserable

i will still conquer the world like jewels, diamonds, gems and pearls

lonely teardrops reached out to heavenly stars and skies

i love you all

until we meet again

before i close my eyes

i reach out to the angels to give the world a kiss

a kiss before i die…

A love like this

written by lyrical passion

I am Enough

children's book bio pic 2

I am Enough for the world to see

To strengthen my heart

I beg to set me free

Why change for the world when their evil thoughts are following me behind

I wear my strength and peace upon my sleeve

A brave enough warrior who fights everyday

I am Enough so I will always shine

I am Enough so that my potential shows between my eyes

I don’t need the world to define who I really am

I know who I am

Because I am Enough

Happy within me

When people who walk past me truly doesn’t see

What do you really see when you look into my eyes?

The pain of a past that haunts

The hurt of the world

But I pick the pieces of myself back up

To renew a new mind and a new spirit

I don’t have to pretend to hide behind a mask anymore

When I know that

I

Am

Enough

Written by Lyrical Passion

Change

change

change my heart to the piece of mind it once was

erase all past memories that haunts my soul

bleeding colors that covers my body

change my dna to a newer version of me

to be baptized in purity

change me whole

Roshunda!

“turn it all around”

change me…

written by lyrical passion

A New Breeze

a new breeze

A new cleansing and refreshed feeling upon my mind

In my thoughts

“I’m going to make it” I whispered to myself

Embracing myself

Looking into the world as a breeze refreshes my face

Thanking God for His amazing grace

I only smile to confuse the enemy

He sees all

Trying to destroy all of me

But I’m still standing

Everlasting

Pressing on

This is MY year and I’m here to shine!

Claiming the victory and all my blessings and taking back my soul and whats rightfully mine!

a new season

Written by Lyrical Passion

Follow me on Instagram @floweticlyric

Like my page on facebook http://www.facebook.com/diva4sicklecell