Just a Scrub

You’re just another bad boy with no real standards to true love

How can I be so stupid to fall for a man like you just like TLC said “You ae only a scrub!”

Your slick Rick ways was slick enough with words to get me to smile

Your love was addicting enough so I couldn’t really be in denial.

But once I got to know you, all of you I might have well been singing Misty Blues

It never felt like real love when you was just like any other dude!

I mean you could put it down in the bedroom giving me that Janet Jackson feel good vibe to arouse

But that’s all you were good at

Your attitude and bad loving was foul

I still can’t believe I let you into my life temporarily when late nights became stressful nights

I been was ready to give up on you from all of our fights

You’re just another bad boy with no real standards to true love

How can I be so stupid to fall for a man like you just like TLC said “You are only a scrub!”

Lyrical Passion

Strengthen My Heart

Don’t let my heart get stepped on again just because it wasn’t treated fairly!

It deserves to still beat and be happy about the beat downs and emotional scares; to live long and merry

Through all the love games, the pain and dirt that was pressured upon my soul; a little lost girl crying out for help to ease the pain

All I want is my heart to be strengthened again

To beat fairly again

To love again

And again

To put a smile on it’s face and let it know that you do care

Written by Lyrical Passion

You Took Control of my Heart

You took control of my heart and I felt like I couldn’t let you go

You discovered my beauty and confidence looking like I was pure gold

Even though love never has an expiration date, you loved me hard even if it was for a short little while

Saying “I Love You”  quite often, I knew you weren’t in denial

It felt like I was your puppet telling me who to talk to and accusing me of sharing my love with others

Catching a glimpse of your facial expressions; a love that I thought was smothered

You took control of my heart and broke it whenever you felt like it or when we get into petty arguments

Emotionally drained, mentally broken apart, I felt like everyday that I was your wife, feeling like I was apart

Apart of the blame and the anger that you was always going through

Never knew what mood you would be in, so everyday I was always seeing and hearing about a new personality, like acting brand new

But now you left me in the dark and threw me away like I was trash

Like a dead body being cremated, turning my soul, heart and mind to ash.

I fell hard for you and fell deep for you

I loved easily and fell in love with you quickly

Your love addiction had me doing crazy things like the crack cocaine and doses of your love was making me sickly

Broken into a million pieces with no repairs to be made

I could never forgive you for all of the pain and suffering you put me through for days

You knew what you were doing when you asked me to be your lover

Hiding behind of all your lies and hidden secrets; like a dirty cop undercover

But yet you still was my lover

And know you have my heart controlled with your mind

Each day I think about the hurt and pain you caused me, I feel like that I am dying

Late nights suffocating on my tears of hurt and emotions, I’m tired of all the crying!

You put a curse on my heart so that I can be addicted to you, your body, your heart, your mind and soul

When will these bad love connections, severe rejections be over?

This love mess is getting too old!

But I do want to love again and to love my soul mate; to grow old

A King to show me what real love feels like; entwined hearts starts to unfold

I will never forget the day you tore my precious heart apart

The day you took control of my heart

 

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

A Fool Called Love

Love that lasted for a lifetime

When was love going to be just fine?

Every time cupid shoots his arrow, always thinking that’s it’s time

But I get my hopes up to claim what is mine 

That maybe love was never for me; just only a bad sign

Sick of all the disappointments and happiness that turns into a temporary fix

As I think about past love and relationships that’s now making me sick!

I’m sick of this love shit!

When will it ever be my time

To find a King that will chose me

And not get scared when he almost lose me

Love shouldn’t hurt this bad 

Never to make you sad

But love can sometimes make you glad

When it’s the right kind of love

And not a love that is already being used by somebody else

Storing it away collecting dust on the library bookshelf

And then I have to just think of myself

Embracing the pain

This love thing isn’t a game

But I felt like my love has been played

Emotionally stressed and mentally drained for days

Knowing that I will bounce back

This is only a phase

And I have to deal with my pain and feelings for days

I hate it

The way love hurts and the way it makes me feel

I will soon have to pick up the pieces and learn to just deal

From now on my heart will be sealed

And love can’t ever enter

The way it hurts so bad like a bad splinter

Written by Lyrical Passion

Content with You

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Not a day goes by and I’m content when I think of you

Not sure when the time will come that I will talk to you

But all I’m saying is that I’m content when I think of you

Molded from God’s hands and ashes of the soul

I want to be content when I finally meet you

Please don’t break my heart like the others

Be gentle with the colors of my appearance, the depths of my soul, my mona lisa smile and my dark past that stays in Hades

Just take me as I am

And let me be 

Content

With You

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

Godly Love

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I pray for you and hoping you are praying for me

You see a love like this is hard to find;

two souls entwined with His love, I want God’s love to mold and shine

Praying for a man that follows Your heart and fears You

To pray over me each and every day

Making me his even when I’m away

Praying for me morning, noon and night and even when we are in each other’s presence

Molding me into your Queen and guiding me through the word of God

Anointing my heart and soul to be better than I was before

Praying for pure overflow and opportunities to come knocking on Matthew’s door

You see I’m always going to continue to pray for you and practice loving you just like God has loved me so dearly

Wanting to be protected and loved like God’s love 

whispering in my ear “Do not fear me”

I want to love you like no other man can

Encouraging me along the way as I lay 

Next to you as I continue to look at your presence and thanking God for sending you to me

I want a Godly love that no other man can understand; I’m not looking for no one else to understand

But God is always in our hearts saying “Yes we can”

A pure love like this

Just like a pure kiss

A whole-hearted love never like this

Because I’m praying for you until my dreams come true

And as I hug you for the first time, my transformation will start to feel brand new

I want a new love that the worldly  love can never understand or get

Only God can put two people together that celebrates his love

I will be celebrating

And anticipating

And waiting

Until we meet one day

I’m praying each and everyday 

For Godly Love

Written by Lyrical Passion

30 Day Poetry Challenge: Day 14 “Rainy Weather”

 

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I hear the rain falls falling so heavily

As I looked at you across the room

My heart melts and my heart pounds

I can imagine hearing the lover’s sounds

Wine glasses and cheese crackers

Laying next to you kissing you until the morning after

The beat of the rain while we are cuddling makes my mind go insane

Peaceful silence 

Just me and you together sharing this passionate moment

In your eyes your passionate glow is showing

Kiss my neck and feel my love on my soft lips

Drink all of me

No breathing in between my sips

I want you to absorb all my affections you have placed upon me like a love spell

If it floods while we are here

Your love is my boat

All I want to do is sail

I promise I won’t kiss and tell

As you look deeper into my eyes

I see the emotions you are willing to share with me

Keeping me warm next to your naked body

Telling me stories of our future together

Kisses so soft like warm feathers

Listening to the rain hit the window pane

You pin me on my back and just stared into my eyes

Fantasizing about how your ex treated you badly

How it all ended so sudden

So sadly

But now I’m in your life to make things better

I enjoy the simple times we spend together

During the rainy weather

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

30-Day Poetry Challenge: Day 13 “How Could You?”

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When you love someone deep

You love hard

Giving your all and all

On your heart, their name is carved

Those words they say

The way they look at you

Can’t get them off of your mind like night and day

How can you say you love me when you secretly looking for lust?

My heart stayed true to you; a good woman I was

Being faithful to you was a must

Whispering in my ear that you love me and want to be with me forever

But how can you love a Queen like me when you had a side piece hiding

So your love was fake, no realness

Never

Love that was suppose to be real

As you claimed me as yours

The smiles that were exchanged between us

Left me caught up in some fairytale  dust

But all you really portrayed was some quickie lust

Never stepping up to be the real man that you proclaimed

Writing this all down in a love chapter as all fame

I deserve better

Because I’m a go-getter

Deserving real love that is always going to stay

To be true to themselves

A real diamond and pearl

I’m not just a basic regular girl

But you took advantage of my love and chewed my heart to pieces

How can you portray me throughout a lying tongue?

The pain I poured out

Late nights I sung

We made love to make up

Fell in love again because we were back on the right  track

What lies between broken hearts made a fake act

I saw the real you as a matter of fact

Behind closed doors you was just giving your love away

I seemed to always deal with you because I loved you day by day

A back and forth fantasy that wasn’t taken seriously

How can you break my heart and leave me cold and dry mysteriously?

I never knew the real you

Only the lies and lust that I saw through

But my soul is still tattooed “I miss you Boo”

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

No Mixed Feelings

Don’t lead me the wrong direction

Just come upfront with your fairy tale confessions

My heart wants to feel loved

Not torn apart by thorns with no purpose

To fall into your arms with a purpose

To laugh and enjoy the company of love without feeling unease

My heart deserves a real King

To interpret the meaning of love and to show me the real thing!

Don’t lead me behind in the dark

Blind and left alone

I am a Queen who continues to sit on her throne

Don’t leave me no mixed messages of unwanted feelings

I deserve to be loved by a King

Who is willing to sacrifice and be with her Queen

To take upon God’s creation and to lift her heart on angel’s wings

no mixed feelings

Written by Lyrical Passion

Discover Me in a New Light

Time isn’t getting younger waiting under a new light

Listening to the skies filled with wishing stars

As my heart becomes desirable of a new love

A love waiting to be discovered by what God is molding; yet hiding

Are you hiding from me in the darkest hour watching me slumber under your invisible arms?

Waiting to hold me someday but until then I dream about your spitting image and how you will treat me in the real world

It’s a new beginning

A new time for new love

A place to be discovered by the one and only

Does true love really exist under the spell of Cupid’s arrow?

Shoot him now so that he can walk up to me gently and hold my arm with a rose gently brushing upon my cheeks

Speechless from the creations that a real man will love me past my pain and flaws

Never expecting love to be perfect after all

Discover me in a new light

So that I will shine like a gem when God presents you to me

A smile that says a thousand words upon silence

As you embrace me at the perfect moment

Praying that soon you will discover me

discover me in a new light

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

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