Friend who?

You call yourself a friend

But continue to give me a hard time about myself

With all the issues floating in my mind

Take off your ugly mask

Telling me you were sweet and kind

The mixed emotions that continue to lay in my heart

Trying to figure out the real person that lays before me

The mask you still wear still betrays me

Stuck in the selfish arrays of rainbow mixed fantasies

I begin to wonder who you really are 

Only a friend that hides behind the jail cells of words

 No picture to go along with what I thought was a real you

I’m just fed up and tired of the back and forth dilemmas 

The headaches and heartaches of trying to repair fate back together again

I thought in the beginning I had that true friend

But the more you keep the mask on

The more the wall goes up with no expectations of what my words now think about an idol that stands in my presence taking up space

I always wonder what lies between the flesh of your face

But I guess I will never see the real you

A real friend that lies under the misty blues….

Written by Lyrical Passion

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New Feeling

I cant get this feeling out of my mind

Tell me God is this another sign?

The single life can’t be all that good, but look at me, I’m getting older focusing on a better new me

When really all I see is new fish in the sea

See I’m CEO of my life, as I embark on this new journey in my life and trying to make everything alright

But once again I’m wondering when I will see that love at first sight

In the eye of beauty again and behold the temptation of lust

As the clock straights midnight all my fantasies turn into dust

And Im stuck with this vision of you

and these feelings that are stuck to my heart like glue

But remembering that this game has its danger zones

But I also remember that the single life requires to be alone

Whose fooling who when my thoughts are more realer than ever,

I’ll have you swim into the palm of my hand having you singing Brandy’s “Never Say Never”

I’m not even going to entertain these feelings but need I remind you that I’m living this journey of a single life

What is a girl to do when it’s a purpose to entertain you

Not in this sense I mean, but I’m will in to wait

The harder it may seem

This isnt a nightmare but more like a fairytale and a dream

I’m drunk off this single life but yet when I feel your presence

I’m a little girl smiling like it’s Christmas as I open up my presents

But it’s a dream this may seem

to one day have you or to acknowledge your spirit

While not drunk off your love feign.

 

Writ ten by Lyrical Passion