Dancing Alone

The music softly plays in the background

I listen for your sweet whispers telling me you enjoy my company

I smile and inhale all the wonderful things that love can do to your soul

Your heart

Your mind

Finally I am close enough to him again where I can smell the scent of his passion

Then as the song ends you disappear into the night leaving me all alone in the middle of nowhere

Alone in forever times

Alone with my emotional thoughts of emptiness

Once again I’m dancing alone

Written by Lyrical Passion

I Can’t Help But Love You

I can’t help but see the smile on your face when you see me

The love I can’t explain sets my soul free

We may fight, fuss, laugh and joke

Make up kiss again

Make up sex again

But the feelings I have for you isn’t going to go away

Dirty feelings of sin

I can’t ever regret this love over and over again

You caught me and I fell deep and hard

To test my heart to see how long this love will go very far

It did and I was scared of what the end results would be

More fights and fussing

Revenge and more cussing

 But I still can’t help but to love you no matter what the consequence is

Your heart  tickles me pink just like on top of a soda pop fizz

Written by Lyrical Passion

Last Tear

I’ve been playing the same old song in my head

Crying the same old tears; nothing left to shed

I’ve had my share of pouts and frustrations

I loved how God sent you to me or for a reason

A loving creation

You meant everything to me and then some but it’s time to move on

To stop plotting

To stop crying over lost love

A love that was never meant to be

I just want God to set my soul free!

To take off the controlling thoughts that haunts my daydreams

Taking off the chains and shackles because this life is ready for a new me

And I can’t be that new me crying and thinking about something that’s lost forever

But I still won’t say no to love, no not ever

I had my share of heartaches and pain and the tears that seem to cloud my vision

Taking a major lost in the love department and trying to heal from a wounded incision

I know God has something better for me if only I learn to forgive my past sins

All I want now is for God to give me a new life to begin

I’m not the perfect human being nor the perfect Christian

This is the real deal and not some ordinary character in a book of fiction

The love I shared with you was for real and our love was magical friction

A love too deep and full of addiction

I no longer want to feel alone, vulnerable or broken-hearted as an outlet of fear

I won’t ever stop loving you as I continue to keep your love near

But darling my true love this will have to be the last tear

Written by Lyrical Passion

Strengthen My Heart

Don’t let my heart get stepped on again just because it wasn’t treated fairly!

It deserves to still beat and be happy about the beat downs and emotional scares; to live long and merry

Through all the love games, the pain and dirt that was pressured upon my soul; a little lost girl crying out for help to ease the pain

All I want is my heart to be strengthened again

To beat fairly again

To love again

And again

To put a smile on it’s face and let it know that you do care

Written by Lyrical Passion

You Took Control of my Heart

You took control of my heart and I felt like I couldn’t let you go

You discovered my beauty and confidence looking like I was pure gold

Even though love never has an expiration date, you loved me hard even if it was for a short little while

Saying “I Love You”  quite often, I knew you weren’t in denial

It felt like I was your puppet telling me who to talk to and accusing me of sharing my love with others

Catching a glimpse of your facial expressions; a love that I thought was smothered

You took control of my heart and broke it whenever you felt like it or when we get into petty arguments

Emotionally drained, mentally broken apart, I felt like everyday that I was your wife, feeling like I was apart

Apart of the blame and the anger that you was always going through

Never knew what mood you would be in, so everyday I was always seeing and hearing about a new personality, like acting brand new

But now you left me in the dark and threw me away like I was trash

Like a dead body being cremated, turning my soul, heart and mind to ash.

I fell hard for you and fell deep for you

I loved easily and fell in love with you quickly

Your love addiction had me doing crazy things like the crack cocaine and doses of your love was making me sickly

Broken into a million pieces with no repairs to be made

I could never forgive you for all of the pain and suffering you put me through for days

You knew what you were doing when you asked me to be your lover

Hiding behind of all your lies and hidden secrets; like a dirty cop undercover

But yet you still was my lover

And know you have my heart controlled with your mind

Each day I think about the hurt and pain you caused me, I feel like that I am dying

Late nights suffocating on my tears of hurt and emotions, I’m tired of all the crying!

You put a curse on my heart so that I can be addicted to you, your body, your heart, your mind and soul

When will these bad love connections, severe rejections be over?

This love mess is getting too old!

But I do want to love again and to love my soul mate; to grow old

A King to show me what real love feels like; entwined hearts starts to unfold

I will never forget the day you tore my precious heart apart

The day you took control of my heart

 

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

Crossing Paths

There he goes

Crossing my path with a blank look and stare upon his face

All I can do is shake my head and curse in my mind that you were truly a disgrace

You hurt me to my body started to smell of the worldly odors of an open-heart womb

Why can’t God place you in a dark place or better yet bury you in his tomb?

I still can’t believe the way things ended

We both knew what we were doing

Out in the world laughing and sinning

I hate when I have to cross your path

As you try to look at me

I ask myself this question “Do you even still love me just a little bit?” 

Waiting on the answer like a little girl with pig tails and a lollipop as I wait and sit

It’s like two fires burning at each other’s hearts

This pain, hurt and disappointments is truly tearing me apart

I don’t think you have a caring bone in your body as you pretend everything is okay

A smooth sailing

When we both know that deep down, you have set me up; so I’m only failing.

I hate to even look into your cheating eyes

Your words and loyalty is only a depise

Hiding behind your lies 

Hiding behind like the devil in disguise

You are truly the devil indeed

As you only spread the evil of all bad seeds

I just want to erase you from my past so I can just  grieve

How often will I see your disgusting face?

I hate it

I really am starting to hate you

The shit, hell, emotional stress and hurt that you have put me through

Fuck your love and everything that it came with

When we cross paths again

Just remember I only think of you as dirt beneath my feet

Complete filth!

Written by Lyrical Passion

Mind Prison

Bottled up energy

Negative energy that is eating the mind alive

When the demon tries to strike, just tuck, roll and dive

Chained at every brain cell that wants you to think about the problems while you continue to rot in jail

Can’t think

Can’t focus

Like the mind is playing tricks on you

Hocus pocus

The devil wants your mind to be bonded together where you can’t set yourself free

But God will do everything in His power to bring you on bent knee

The angels will soon protect you watching as the demons flee

Built for every falling mountain setting your soul free

 

As the thoughts of bondage breaks free and you start to relax

To refocus

To reset

To rethink

About what the past is doing to your present and future

God puts his all and all into your soul so that you will be covered by his blood and salvation

That when you repent to Him giving him your sins and problems 

Bowing before him during the time of revelation.

Looking high above the heavenly skies and claiming your vision

Your heart will break free and your mind will soon become free

Not longer will it be a prison

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

Giving Too Much of You

When you give too much of your love

Your mind is wondering about if you will get hurt in the end

That’s what you will get when you put out just a little bit too much to lend

What will happen when your heart gets broken and you have to start over again?

Wondering if giving too much of yourself will allow love to be defeated or win?

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion 

 

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