Left Alone

When you look at me do you not once feel a slight attraction that ignites the transition of a lover’s spell

Not a type of overpowered  love that is brought or taken

But a strong affectionate feeling that every time I walked,

Your soul shivers and your eye twitches something crazy

I could never in this world understand the covering of your face that is shun away from the true feelings left unpainted on an old brick wall of forget-me-nots

Away from this world your presence goes somewhere deeper and darker

Never revealing the truth about your spirit

Except the fact that you said you was a servant

No I’m not  talking about who you serve or what you serve

But who are you of this world?

What has your soul tied?

A hand full of mistreated words and heated catastrophes has you all shook up and proves to be a vessel that you no longer want to deal with the tragedies that lingers upon your heart

You want me to leave you alone?

Then say it to my heart that yearns again of your nourishment and words of encouragement, of comfort that seems to fit the mask you are wearing

As the words slips upon your lips into the river of contamination and disappointments,

I stopped hearing you once again

Ignoring the words that you want to be left alone

Left to be lonely of this world and invisible to mankind

Only to suffer bullets to your heart

That’s where I’m aiming

To pierce you deeply where it really hurts

To lead me on another adventure of fantasies that were only your mistakes

I will leave you alone unwanted

Confused and yet un free of your pure self of reality

Written by Lyrical Passion

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Friend who?

You call yourself a friend

But continue to give me a hard time about myself

With all the issues floating in my mind

Take off your ugly mask

Telling me you were sweet and kind

The mixed emotions that continue to lay in my heart

Trying to figure out the real person that lays before me

The mask you still wear still betrays me

Stuck in the selfish arrays of rainbow mixed fantasies

I begin to wonder who you really are 

Only a friend that hides behind the jail cells of words

 No picture to go along with what I thought was a real you

I’m just fed up and tired of the back and forth dilemmas 

The headaches and heartaches of trying to repair fate back together again

I thought in the beginning I had that true friend

But the more you keep the mask on

The more the wall goes up with no expectations of what my words now think about an idol that stands in my presence taking up space

I always wonder what lies between the flesh of your face

But I guess I will never see the real you

A real friend that lies under the misty blues….

Written by Lyrical Passion

Elephant in the Room

You became poison in my life 

The first time we hung out it was passion

The physical things that took place was lustful action

A person that I never talked to

Wanting to get to know you

Then things started to take a twist and turn

Feelings that got too deep; the lust that began to yearn

Avoiding the fact that physical ties took place

Nothing seemed right

It seemed like you came from out of space

But I saw the passion look on your face

Your kisses and touches got a girl all messed up inside

But I don’t know if you are wearing a mask; your feeling you are trying to hide

What happened after what was shared?

When I approached you about it, asking you a question

Not giving me the answer I deserved that was left unfair

Avoiding the real feelings nobody else to compare

So what did we really shared?

Confusion and frustration played a big part of this dramatic mess

Telling you how I truly felt seemed like an angry protest

I apologize for causing this confusion

The words that was sewn into your mind

Causing me to act through the emotional state causing painful delusions

I’m loosing

A friend  that once kissed me

The good times that we had that released and freed me

Lustful thoughts and physical connections

But the hurtful words I once said; left dead

Like playing world war two during another election

Damn I really got caught up in this whirlwind of affections

Two months and some days

And now already you got my mind turning in a daze 

For days as I think about what went wrong

I’m tired of singing this crazy lustful song

But am I wrong for questioning your affection and physical aaggression?

But most importantly a friendship that was brewing in the mist of it all

All I want to do is grab your hand and say “Baby I’m sorry for hurting you with my words”

Taking the blame and this hurtful fall

But now I get no texts and the fact I can’t even call

Oh well

Maybe this wasn’t meant to be after all

Now you have became the elephant in the room

Uncomfortable in all the wrong places

As I see the tension on both of our faces

But really I wish I could see you making love faces

Yeah I said it

Love faces

But your cordial “Hello” and “Have a good day and night” makes my heart skip a beat

As the fire brews and I’m still feeling the heat

Of words that was twisted

Is my name still on your list of friendships

Will I ever be listed?

I want to engage in long conversations with you

Laughing and being free in all the right spots

Without the tension of making things worst

This elephant in the room is making me too hot

Sometimes I wish I could make you invisible and my tension won’t be as real as it gets

To live in peace and be free with my feelings

But I was only playing a hand of cards only to be dealing 

Forgetting that hurtful words are left killing

So now I’m in a situation that is left on the wall looking like a crazy equation

What difference is there to give you my flirty ppersuasionlike some sexy and petite boss chick Asian

You see how lustful feelings can get mixed up in the moment and ruin the best time of your life?

But I’m ready to face this elephant in the room and to face the damage

To kiss these painful memories and to burn them into the heat of the night

Lyrical Passion

In Love with the Hustle

I’m so in love with you

I can’t move on without you

So in tuned with you

Lord what am I going to do without you

In my life

Thinking about you day and night

I am lusting over you

I can’t get over the fact that I love you!

What is a girl to do!

I’m in love with my dreams and my ambitions

My visions and my business

My branding of my heart

No negativity or worldly danger is going to tear that apart!

Written by Lyrical Passion

Freely

I want to laugh out loud freely without the world judging me

To walk about thinking thoughts freely

Allow me to be free and be me!

Birthing hopes and dreams

Bigger than the whole world can ever see

You see I’m going to walk around the world thinking thoughts freely

Just being me

With the whole world to see

Freely and being me!

Written by Lyrical Passion

Silence the Killer

What’s going to eat you alive that’s going to kill you alive?

A negative mind setting

As you trespass on the past ways never forgetting

Responsibilities that are always neglecting

Heart aches with the on-going thoughts inside your mind

Staying on the right path but really inside your thoughts are dying

Trying to stay happy in this unhappy world

Trying to please the people that can be non-loving and hatful

But learn to live life and be happy living grateful

Ignore the killer that lives deep inside

The one that wants to destroy and turn your life upside down

While you are walking the scums and filth of the streets

Always putting on a frown

Remember to smile and to remain on top of the game

Don’t worry because life isn’t about the fame

Don’t regret things that’s done in life

Never show no shame

Never give up on the hopes and dreams

While deep inside you want to give up and you want to scream!

Silence

The

Killer

It’s wicked and bad

Killing you alive

Killing your visions and the things that you live for in life

Step up to the plate and fight hard for what you believe in

Stand up and fight what’s within

Written by Lyrical Passion

Not Your Time..Yet

Its not your time yet

God said He’s not through with you yet

Angels surround your mind and your bed side

There are tears of fear

Angels to comfort that are far and near

Life is too short

So live in the nature of reality

Written by Lyrical Passion

30 Day Poetry Challenge: Day 28 “Memories”

memories

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Memories captured of all the precious moments

To re-tell the story of kept images that value life

To hold and to grow old with them

Sentimental forever and ever

To portray a mental picture on your canvas

To have and to hold always

Written by Lyrical Passion

30 Day Poetry Challenge: Day 20 ” Celibate Love”

celibate love

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My love awaits for you like a drug wanting to get a final taste

Can you picture me in bed with  dressed in your favorite black lace?

LOL yeah you wish you was by my side

To caress my body

To protect me from harm and danger

But the long distance love You may even be with a stranger

Your love can wait

I think about you night and day

I need your love right now

With pure silence our lips aren’t even making a sound

Physically I want you

Mentally I can’t stop thinking about you

Your love can wait

I’m here for the long run

I fantasize about your love between the sheets

In my heart, your love I will keep

Your love is celibate to me

I breathe you into my soul

I couldn’t imagine having another lover

Your protection is long-lasting and my natural cover

I will wait for your return

And cherish your love 

Written by Lyrical Passion

30-day Poetry Challenge: Day 6 ” Lost Memories”

lost memories

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Holding hands in the lost of memories

Smiles of happiness

Hopes of a lifetime

This is how I want you to remember me

Your favorite dress that won you over the first time we met

Even through the arguments and stress, our love I won’t ever regret

Your face of kindness I can’t ever forget

Now just faded memories lost in the past times

Days and nights

I still can say your love was one of a kind

Sad misty blues that still allowed my heart to continue to love you

Wanting a fresh new start for love

Something brand new

But I could never forget the first love

Not the only love

Or the last love

A new love

Not fake love

What to do with another love

To comfort the pain that has vanished away at my soul

Yes I thought together we would grow old

But I can’t ever forget you

Even though I truly want to

18 and 21

Lucky numbers of you and I

Telling a story of past memories

Have I left your heart

Would you always remember me?

I throw you on my canvas and paint a picture of lost times

A chapter that remains in my book

As I take one final look..

Written by Lyrical Passion