I Can’t Help But Love You

I can’t help but see the smile on your face when you see me

The love I can’t explain sets my soul free

We may fight, fuss, laugh and joke

Make up kiss again

Make up sex again

But the feelings I have for you isn’t going to go away

Dirty feelings of sin

I can’t ever regret this love over and over again

You caught me and I fell deep and hard

To test my heart to see how long this love will go very far

It did and I was scared of what the end results would be

More fights and fussing

Revenge and more cussing

 But I still can’t help but to love you no matter what the consequence is

Your heart  tickles me pink just like on top of a soda pop fizz

Written by Lyrical Passion

Last Tear

I’ve been playing the same old song in my head

Crying the same old tears; nothing left to shed

I’ve had my share of pouts and frustrations

I loved how God sent you to me or for a reason

A loving creation

You meant everything to me and then some but it’s time to move on

To stop plotting

To stop crying over lost love

A love that was never meant to be

I just want God to set my soul free!

To take off the controlling thoughts that haunts my daydreams

Taking off the chains and shackles because this life is ready for a new me

And I can’t be that new me crying and thinking about something that’s lost forever

But I still won’t say no to love, no not ever

I had my share of heartaches and pain and the tears that seem to cloud my vision

Taking a major lost in the love department and trying to heal from a wounded incision

I know God has something better for me if only I learn to forgive my past sins

All I want now is for God to give me a new life to begin

I’m not the perfect human being nor the perfect Christian

This is the real deal and not some ordinary character in a book of fiction

The love I shared with you was for real and our love was magical friction

A love too deep and full of addiction

I no longer want to feel alone, vulnerable or broken-hearted as an outlet of fear

I won’t ever stop loving you as I continue to keep your love near

But darling my true love this will have to be the last tear

Written by Lyrical Passion

Another Opportunity

When I fall you are there to catch me

When I’m in trouble you protect me from harm

You are there for me every step of the way

Like my morning, noon and night alarm

You wake me up to tell me what I have done wrong

Even when I have abandoned you when I thought you never hear my cries

When over the years, you were right there protecting me all along

When I fall you are there to catch me

When I’m in trouble you protect me from harm

Like my morning, noon and night alarm

Another opportunity

Written by Lyrical Passion

Just a Scrub

You’re just another bad boy with no real standards to true love

How can I be so stupid to fall for a man like you just like TLC said “You ae only a scrub!”

Your slick Rick ways was slick enough with words to get me to smile

Your love was addicting enough so I couldn’t really be in denial.

But once I got to know you, all of you I might have well been singing Misty Blues

It never felt like real love when you was just like any other dude!

I mean you could put it down in the bedroom giving me that Janet Jackson feel good vibe to arouse

But that’s all you were good at

Your attitude and bad loving was foul

I still can’t believe I let you into my life temporarily when late nights became stressful nights

I been was ready to give up on you from all of our fights

You’re just another bad boy with no real standards to true love

How can I be so stupid to fall for a man like you just like TLC said “You are only a scrub!”

Lyrical Passion

You Took Control of my Heart

You took control of my heart and I felt like I couldn’t let you go

You discovered my beauty and confidence looking like I was pure gold

Even though love never has an expiration date, you loved me hard even if it was for a short little while

Saying “I Love You”  quite often, I knew you weren’t in denial

It felt like I was your puppet telling me who to talk to and accusing me of sharing my love with others

Catching a glimpse of your facial expressions; a love that I thought was smothered

You took control of my heart and broke it whenever you felt like it or when we get into petty arguments

Emotionally drained, mentally broken apart, I felt like everyday that I was your wife, feeling like I was apart

Apart of the blame and the anger that you was always going through

Never knew what mood you would be in, so everyday I was always seeing and hearing about a new personality, like acting brand new

But now you left me in the dark and threw me away like I was trash

Like a dead body being cremated, turning my soul, heart and mind to ash.

I fell hard for you and fell deep for you

I loved easily and fell in love with you quickly

Your love addiction had me doing crazy things like the crack cocaine and doses of your love was making me sickly

Broken into a million pieces with no repairs to be made

I could never forgive you for all of the pain and suffering you put me through for days

You knew what you were doing when you asked me to be your lover

Hiding behind of all your lies and hidden secrets; like a dirty cop undercover

But yet you still was my lover

And know you have my heart controlled with your mind

Each day I think about the hurt and pain you caused me, I feel like that I am dying

Late nights suffocating on my tears of hurt and emotions, I’m tired of all the crying!

You put a curse on my heart so that I can be addicted to you, your body, your heart, your mind and soul

When will these bad love connections, severe rejections be over?

This love mess is getting too old!

But I do want to love again and to love my soul mate; to grow old

A King to show me what real love feels like; entwined hearts starts to unfold

I will never forget the day you tore my precious heart apart

The day you took control of my heart

 

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

Crying Over Spoiled Milk

You used to be someone special to me

Approaching me was the greatest thing you have ever done

Smiling and flirting trying to spit that game

Learning that you were married only put men like you to shame

But as a fool I allowed you to play on my mind

More as prey upon my soul one day at a time

You weren’t a weak guy, but you were setting me up 

A plan all in a disguise

When guys like you play in the streets and collect danger in their territory

Finding innocent prey that looks lonely and vulnerable

You once didn’t feel bad; no sorry in order

You knew exactly what you was doing

Those sexy eyes and spitting flame in your game

I was now caught in your web of intoxication

As I began to lie with you writing a story of fornication

You led me on to believe that you loved me and cared for me

But your only plan was to wine and dine me, making me feel good inside and out

In my mind; yes I did had several doubts

But you was catering to me and giving me the attention women adore

But how can I have given you my whole heart when you was going to break it all along

I’m tired of playing the same old sad song!

On my record it keeps playing after every guy has done me wrong

When God has been telling me to wait all along

I was hot and on fire

For this sinful love that I have been dreaming off

I felt like I was on cloud nine and giving thanks to the love god up above

I knew this love was toxic and wrong

But at the same time it felt good and so right

That sometimes I didn’t care if he even had a wife

Late nights and love talking 

Then heated arguments and at work stalking

This was getting too dangerous 

As I cried late nights because of broken hearts

My heart cries for you each and every day

As a street and hood person you don’t have any emotions or feelings

At the end of the day it was never true love when late nights you were dealing

I’m back here crying and moping over a love I thought was real

But in the end, God has finally intervened and starts to show me the light and the real deal

That what I have done was wrong and I had to pay

Emotional stress, mentally drained, ugly girl cries each and every day

How can a guy have me hypnotized?

Let’s be for real that his dick game had me dickmatized!

Yes ladies you know what I’m talking about when he gives you what you want and tries to sexually satisfy your sexual desires

Late night conversations while you are feeling the passionate sensations

And deep penetrations

Wondering why I am crying over spilled milk that was already spoiled from the very beginning

Giving him my energy and power because I think I still love him

But how could I still be in love with a married man with a nasty past?

I should have known this hidden secret will never last

Mentally not focused and still angry at how he used me and treated me

That’s what I get for jumping the broom and loving so fast

Oh well, lessons to be learned as I continue to stitch up my broken heart as it’s been broken too many times 

I’m just going to sit here and give up on love

Tired of trying

Let love come to me

Only to bless me while I continue to heal and set my soul free

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

Giving Too Much of You

When you give too much of your love

Your mind is wondering about if you will get hurt in the end

That’s what you will get when you put out just a little bit too much to lend

What will happen when your heart gets broken and you have to start over again?

Wondering if giving too much of yourself will allow love to be defeated or win?

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion 

 

Content with You

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Not a day goes by and I’m content when I think of you

Not sure when the time will come that I will talk to you

But all I’m saying is that I’m content when I think of you

Molded from God’s hands and ashes of the soul

I want to be content when I finally meet you

Please don’t break my heart like the others

Be gentle with the colors of my appearance, the depths of my soul, my mona lisa smile and my dark past that stays in Hades

Just take me as I am

And let me be 

Content

With You

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

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