Friend who?

You call yourself a friend

But continue to give me a hard time about myself

With all the issues floating in my mind

Take off your ugly mask

Telling me you were sweet and kind

The mixed emotions that continue to lay in my heart

Trying to figure out the real person that lays before me

The mask you still wear still betrays me

Stuck in the selfish arrays of rainbow mixed fantasies

I begin to wonder who you really are 

Only a friend that hides behind the jail cells of words

 No picture to go along with what I thought was a real you

I’m just fed up and tired of the back and forth dilemmas 

The headaches and heartaches of trying to repair fate back together again

I thought in the beginning I had that true friend

But the more you keep the mask on

The more the wall goes up with no expectations of what my words now think about an idol that stands in my presence taking up space

I always wonder what lies between the flesh of your face

But I guess I will never see the real you

A real friend that lies under the misty blues….

Written by Lyrical Passion

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Elephant in the Room

You became poison in my life 

The first time we hung out it was passion

The physical things that took place was lustful action

A person that I never talked to

Wanting to get to know you

Then things started to take a twist and turn

Feelings that got too deep; the lust that began to yearn

Avoiding the fact that physical ties took place

Nothing seemed right

It seemed like you came from out of space

But I saw the passion look on your face

Your kisses and touches got a girl all messed up inside

But I don’t know if you are wearing a mask; your feeling you are trying to hide

What happened after what was shared?

When I approached you about it, asking you a question

Not giving me the answer I deserved that was left unfair

Avoiding the real feelings nobody else to compare

So what did we really shared?

Confusion and frustration played a big part of this dramatic mess

Telling you how I truly felt seemed like an angry protest

I apologize for causing this confusion

The words that was sewn into your mind

Causing me to act through the emotional state causing painful delusions

I’m loosing

A friend  that once kissed me

The good times that we had that released and freed me

Lustful thoughts and physical connections

But the hurtful words I once said; left dead

Like playing world war two during another election

Damn I really got caught up in this whirlwind of affections

Two months and some days

And now already you got my mind turning in a daze 

For days as I think about what went wrong

I’m tired of singing this crazy lustful song

But am I wrong for questioning your affection and physical aaggression?

But most importantly a friendship that was brewing in the mist of it all

All I want to do is grab your hand and say “Baby I’m sorry for hurting you with my words”

Taking the blame and this hurtful fall

But now I get no texts and the fact I can’t even call

Oh well

Maybe this wasn’t meant to be after all

Now you have became the elephant in the room

Uncomfortable in all the wrong places

As I see the tension on both of our faces

But really I wish I could see you making love faces

Yeah I said it

Love faces

But your cordial “Hello” and “Have a good day and night” makes my heart skip a beat

As the fire brews and I’m still feeling the heat

Of words that was twisted

Is my name still on your list of friendships

Will I ever be listed?

I want to engage in long conversations with you

Laughing and being free in all the right spots

Without the tension of making things worst

This elephant in the room is making me too hot

Sometimes I wish I could make you invisible and my tension won’t be as real as it gets

To live in peace and be free with my feelings

But I was only playing a hand of cards only to be dealing 

Forgetting that hurtful words are left killing

So now I’m in a situation that is left on the wall looking like a crazy equation

What difference is there to give you my flirty ppersuasionlike some sexy and petite boss chick Asian

You see how lustful feelings can get mixed up in the moment and ruin the best time of your life?

But I’m ready to face this elephant in the room and to face the damage

To kiss these painful memories and to burn them into the heat of the night

Lyrical Passion

In Love with the Hustle

I’m so in love with you

I can’t move on without you

So in tuned with you

Lord what am I going to do without you

In my life

Thinking about you day and night

I am lusting over you

I can’t get over the fact that I love you!

What is a girl to do!

I’m in love with my dreams and my ambitions

My visions and my business

My branding of my heart

No negativity or worldly danger is going to tear that apart!

Written by Lyrical Passion

Starting a New Life

As I lay under the moon and stars

I anticipate on brightness shining on me for the rest of my life

Here I lay

To once again free me from the past of the burdens

Trying to burn me alive

I just wait and breathe; breathing deeply as I decree and declare a new life

To be a better me

I’m discovering the new me

The new one without holding on to past pains and insecurities

I leave all the pain and the tear on the moon

Once again as I lay

Breathing loudly as I hear my own breaths in a pattern

My heart once again once to be free once again from depression, heartaches, worries, frustrations, stress

So just look at me

The new me I mean

Can you see inside my mind?

What’s left behind is the tears, no more pain and certainly no more crying!

You see I am the strong woman that I am becoming to be

More stronger, more calmer and yes finally free

You see these aren’t thoughts that I’ve decided to type on paper because they are the truth

Trying to teach the importance of empowerment and inspiration to a new generation

Today’s youth

Don’t pin me down to the ground when all the hell I’ve been through was to only wake me up!

To see how life really is

For what it is worth

But I’m still laying under the moon and stars

Leaving behind the old garbage that wasn’t worth two cents!

I’m more to what you may have read; a passionate soul that creates opportunities because the doors knock

I’m listening to the skies grant me my wishes

To be in paradise and in a place where relaxation and a peace of mind lives.

Leaving behind the past behind

No more crying, frustrations, stress, depression

I’m ready for a new ME and a new Confession!

Written by Lyrical Passion

Silence the Killer

What’s going to eat you alive that’s going to kill you alive?

A negative mind setting

As you trespass on the past ways never forgetting

Responsibilities that are always neglecting

Heart aches with the on-going thoughts inside your mind

Staying on the right path but really inside your thoughts are dying

Trying to stay happy in this unhappy world

Trying to please the people that can be non-loving and hatful

But learn to live life and be happy living grateful

Ignore the killer that lives deep inside

The one that wants to destroy and turn your life upside down

While you are walking the scums and filth of the streets

Always putting on a frown

Remember to smile and to remain on top of the game

Don’t worry because life isn’t about the fame

Don’t regret things that’s done in life

Never show no shame

Never give up on the hopes and dreams

While deep inside you want to give up and you want to scream!

Silence

The

Killer

It’s wicked and bad

Killing you alive

Killing your visions and the things that you live for in life

Step up to the plate and fight hard for what you believe in

Stand up and fight what’s within

Written by Lyrical Passion

30 Day Poetry Challenge: Day 16 “Live Life”

live life

live life

be happy

take chances

live life and make the best of it

meet people

explore opportunities

inhale new beginnings and exhale the negativity

whatever you do make the most of your life

Written by Lyrical Passion

30 Day Poetry Challenge: Day 15 “Hiding Behind the Make up’

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She tried to hide herself behind all of the pain and the hurt

Forgetting that she is still strong knowing her worth

Looking into the mirror at a different person that isn’t where she wants to be

Trying to imagine and visualize all her goals and dreams; to paint a path so that she can see

Hiding behind all that pain and the cries that’s still hidden deep inside

The make up she wears is now hidden in disguise

Who would ever know that she still hurts of all the situations and issues?

But at night when no one is looking, her pillow becomes her tissue

Still smiling  as she wears a mask to hide her true feelings

A smile that is put on with the make up, her real colors are only shielding

She looks into the mirror again and closes her eyes to exhale

Feeling like she is being trapped by an evil spell

But continuing her life’s journey, she doesn’t want to fail

Written by Lyrical Passion

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30 Days of Poetry :Day 12: “Mixed Emotions”

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Time waits for no one

Life is what you make it to be

Not in the place I rather be

Sometimes feeling alone

Emotions riding on roller coasters

Finding my happiness to the very end

On the road of sorrows

How can I end whats broken again?

Still declaring that Satan cant win

 

WRITTEN BY LYRICAL P

 

30 Day Poetry Challenge: Day 9 “Wake up with a Purpose”

wake up with a purpose

Smile!

That’s all it takes to make your day filled with bright opportunities

Don’t allow the negativity to pull you down

Keep your feet always planted  in the ground

Always wake up with a purpose

Surround yourself with a clean surface

Fill yourself up with the inner peace of calm soothing ingredients

Listening to the Master of obedience

 

Smile!

It’s time to start living your life for what it’s really worth

The opinions of others shouldn’t matter of this earth

Put yourself first

Feed your heart the desires of your mind

Take one thing

One step at a time

Live in the moment of spontaneous reality

Live with a purpose of sweet calamity

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

Blossoming Rose

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A rose that blooms for every season of her destination

Wings of protection that allows her to expand her horizons

To be free and born again

To blossom into something strong

Sweet petals of a promising future

Letting herself be free within her heart

To grow

To learn

To be free upon the stars and skies

Written by Lyrical Passion