Crossing Paths

There he goes

Crossing my path with a blank look and stare upon his face

All I can do is shake my head and curse in my mind that you were truly a disgrace

You hurt me to my body started to smell of the worldly odors of an open-heart womb

Why can’t God place you in a dark place or better yet bury you in his tomb?

I still can’t believe the way things ended

We both knew what we were doing

Out in the world laughing and sinning

I hate when I have to cross your path

As you try to look at me

I ask myself this question “Do you even still love me just a little bit?” 

Waiting on the answer like a little girl with pig tails and a lollipop as I wait and sit

It’s like two fires burning at each other’s hearts

This pain, hurt and disappointments is truly tearing me apart

I don’t think you have a caring bone in your body as you pretend everything is okay

A smooth sailing

When we both know that deep down, you have set me up; so I’m only failing.

I hate to even look into your cheating eyes

Your words and loyalty is only a depise

Hiding behind your lies 

Hiding behind like the devil in disguise

You are truly the devil indeed

As you only spread the evil of all bad seeds

I just want to erase you from my past so I can just  grieve

How often will I see your disgusting face?

I hate it

I really am starting to hate you

The shit, hell, emotional stress and hurt that you have put me through

Fuck your love and everything that it came with

When we cross paths again

Just remember I only think of you as dirt beneath my feet

Complete filth!

Written by Lyrical Passion

Crying Over Spoiled Milk

You used to be someone special to me

Approaching me was the greatest thing you have ever done

Smiling and flirting trying to spit that game

Learning that you were married only put men like you to shame

But as a fool I allowed you to play on my mind

More as prey upon my soul one day at a time

You weren’t a weak guy, but you were setting me up 

A plan all in a disguise

When guys like you play in the streets and collect danger in their territory

Finding innocent prey that looks lonely and vulnerable

You once didn’t feel bad; no sorry in order

You knew exactly what you was doing

Those sexy eyes and spitting flame in your game

I was now caught in your web of intoxication

As I began to lie with you writing a story of fornication

You led me on to believe that you loved me and cared for me

But your only plan was to wine and dine me, making me feel good inside and out

In my mind; yes I did had several doubts

But you was catering to me and giving me the attention women adore

But how can I have given you my whole heart when you was going to break it all along

I’m tired of playing the same old sad song!

On my record it keeps playing after every guy has done me wrong

When God has been telling me to wait all along

I was hot and on fire

For this sinful love that I have been dreaming off

I felt like I was on cloud nine and giving thanks to the love god up above

I knew this love was toxic and wrong

But at the same time it felt good and so right

That sometimes I didn’t care if he even had a wife

Late nights and love talking 

Then heated arguments and at work stalking

This was getting too dangerous 

As I cried late nights because of broken hearts

My heart cries for you each and every day

As a street and hood person you don’t have any emotions or feelings

At the end of the day it was never true love when late nights you were dealing

I’m back here crying and moping over a love I thought was real

But in the end, God has finally intervened and starts to show me the light and the real deal

That what I have done was wrong and I had to pay

Emotional stress, mentally drained, ugly girl cries each and every day

How can a guy have me hypnotized?

Let’s be for real that his dick game had me dickmatized!

Yes ladies you know what I’m talking about when he gives you what you want and tries to sexually satisfy your sexual desires

Late night conversations while you are feeling the passionate sensations

And deep penetrations

Wondering why I am crying over spilled milk that was already spoiled from the very beginning

Giving him my energy and power because I think I still love him

But how could I still be in love with a married man with a nasty past?

I should have known this hidden secret will never last

Mentally not focused and still angry at how he used me and treated me

That’s what I get for jumping the broom and loving so fast

Oh well, lessons to be learned as I continue to stitch up my broken heart as it’s been broken too many times 

I’m just going to sit here and give up on love

Tired of trying

Let love come to me

Only to bless me while I continue to heal and set my soul free

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

Can’t Feel The Pain Anymore

Nothing lasts forever as the wind blows forward

To start from scratch

Starting from a new perspective

The pain she bleeds and the words she speaks

The world can’t hurt her anymore

She is numb from the pain that nothing else can enter her mind nor her heart

No one understands her vision or her dreams

They only see a face with the tangled tongue

The hurt that’s written upon her heart let alone inked out into the galaxies 

Pain that can never be written again with scars and bandages around old wounds

No room for new ones let alone for new tears

Where to begin when the world falls flat on her face and all she wants to do is cry out to the moon at night each time things don’t paint onto the canvas smoothly

The pain is numb

Her body is numb

She continues to walk on the old scars and keep her head held up high

And her purpose in life higher

The wind speaks to her soul

Allowing her to start a new beginning

With old scars and old  tears and old pain

To take the world and sit it upon her shoulders and carry the weight of the issues and hatred that brings people down

To be wanted by the positive influences and to make miracles and blessings appear in thin air

Can’t feel the pain anymore

The painful words

The painful image

The rebellious soul that hides in the dark skies with her canvas ready to paint a new chapter of her life

To tell a story so different that no one will recognize the new her

Will the world filled with hatred still believe the old rumors and the lies that downs her heart and pierces her soul?

To believe the new her into a new generation

But the pain will still be there

Fresh and deadly

To erase the past and to forget the harm

A love that wasn’t meant to be and people that never got to know the real her

She can’t feel the pain anymore

And she doesn’t want to!

can't feel the pain anymore

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

From the Inside

Bleeding from my inside

My wombs has never healed

My suicidal letter still mentally remains in my mind

Feel like giving up on this timeless life

Why shall I live another notch

I can’t take anymore of the hate that triggers my mind

To take a bullet and blow my mind

I’m dying on the inside

I’m screaming on the inside

I’m holding my pain on the inside

I HATE MYSELF FROM THE INSIDE

Why does it have to be like this?

Why does my tongue have to slip once again

Damn sins

I just want to start my life over again

From scratch!

The end!

A Lost Soul

When you hate your mind

Your thought process

You hate the flesh that you have become

To live in a world filled with hate

The tongue that is powerful

Lashing out at innocent creatures

Do you feel guilty?

Sitting around waiting for the devil to signal you to curse those who hasn’t bother you

You just shoot them in the heart with your tongue without thinking things through

You show no mercy but your anger elevates

Your mind is filled with the dirty hate

You don’t feel guilty at the present moment

As the devil wears your best smile

The sneaky kind that reads people

To smell the fresh bait that you are about to attack next

Maybe the people that are sick and dying

You cursed him wishing that they would die

And to my surprise they lash back at you

The devil has you right where he wants you

But in the end you feel guilty for your words

The hurtful and devastating words that you can’t take back

You start to feel guilty

Tossing and turning in your own sins

Your own guilt

The devil is laughing at you

Because he has won again

Your flesh is weak and yet again you have sinned

Now what is the next move?

You repent to God and beg for His mercy to save you from yourself once again

To relieve you from your sins

So that you can have peace yet again

But it must stop

The tongue lashing must stop

So that you can be blessed from a spiritual level

To become happy

To stop thinking negative

To encourage those without playing the part of the hypocrite

To stop talking to the devil

It must end as your pity and sickness is venting in thin air

When you  take off the mask

People still don’t really care

They don’t see the bad side

Only the side you portray and show

But your evil darkness side must be killed

So you can grow

To help others in the kingdom

To become the child God has molded you to become

Hatred has you by the throat

But you must let go of the anger

And figure out what’s keeping you from being happy

The girl who has fallen too many times

Is grieving for help

She is drowning on her own tears

Fears that haunts her as she does her dirty work when nobody knows

A lost soul that needs forgiving

To seek forgiveness

A lost soul she is

As I stare back at her in the mirror

In silence

 

a lost soul

Written by Patrice “Lyrical Passion” Rivers

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