You Took Control of my Heart

You took control of my heart and I felt like I couldn’t let you go

You discovered my beauty and confidence looking like I was pure gold

Even though love never has an expiration date, you loved me hard even if it was for a short little while

Saying “I Love You”  quite often, I knew you weren’t in denial

It felt like I was your puppet telling me who to talk to and accusing me of sharing my love with others

Catching a glimpse of your facial expressions; a love that I thought was smothered

You took control of my heart and broke it whenever you felt like it or when we get into petty arguments

Emotionally drained, mentally broken apart, I felt like everyday that I was your wife, feeling like I was apart

Apart of the blame and the anger that you was always going through

Never knew what mood you would be in, so everyday I was always seeing and hearing about a new personality, like acting brand new

But now you left me in the dark and threw me away like I was trash

Like a dead body being cremated, turning my soul, heart and mind to ash.

I fell hard for you and fell deep for you

I loved easily and fell in love with you quickly

Your love addiction had me doing crazy things like the crack cocaine and doses of your love was making me sickly

Broken into a million pieces with no repairs to be made

I could never forgive you for all of the pain and suffering you put me through for days

You knew what you were doing when you asked me to be your lover

Hiding behind of all your lies and hidden secrets; like a dirty cop undercover

But yet you still was my lover

And know you have my heart controlled with your mind

Each day I think about the hurt and pain you caused me, I feel like that I am dying

Late nights suffocating on my tears of hurt and emotions, I’m tired of all the crying!

You put a curse on my heart so that I can be addicted to you, your body, your heart, your mind and soul

When will these bad love connections, severe rejections be over?

This love mess is getting too old!

But I do want to love again and to love my soul mate; to grow old

A King to show me what real love feels like; entwined hearts starts to unfold

I will never forget the day you tore my precious heart apart

The day you took control of my heart

 

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

Crying Over Spoiled Milk

You used to be someone special to me

Approaching me was the greatest thing you have ever done

Smiling and flirting trying to spit that game

Learning that you were married only put men like you to shame

But as a fool I allowed you to play on my mind

More as prey upon my soul one day at a time

You weren’t a weak guy, but you were setting me up 

A plan all in a disguise

When guys like you play in the streets and collect danger in their territory

Finding innocent prey that looks lonely and vulnerable

You once didn’t feel bad; no sorry in order

You knew exactly what you was doing

Those sexy eyes and spitting flame in your game

I was now caught in your web of intoxication

As I began to lie with you writing a story of fornication

You led me on to believe that you loved me and cared for me

But your only plan was to wine and dine me, making me feel good inside and out

In my mind; yes I did had several doubts

But you was catering to me and giving me the attention women adore

But how can I have given you my whole heart when you was going to break it all along

I’m tired of playing the same old sad song!

On my record it keeps playing after every guy has done me wrong

When God has been telling me to wait all along

I was hot and on fire

For this sinful love that I have been dreaming off

I felt like I was on cloud nine and giving thanks to the love god up above

I knew this love was toxic and wrong

But at the same time it felt good and so right

That sometimes I didn’t care if he even had a wife

Late nights and love talking 

Then heated arguments and at work stalking

This was getting too dangerous 

As I cried late nights because of broken hearts

My heart cries for you each and every day

As a street and hood person you don’t have any emotions or feelings

At the end of the day it was never true love when late nights you were dealing

I’m back here crying and moping over a love I thought was real

But in the end, God has finally intervened and starts to show me the light and the real deal

That what I have done was wrong and I had to pay

Emotional stress, mentally drained, ugly girl cries each and every day

How can a guy have me hypnotized?

Let’s be for real that his dick game had me dickmatized!

Yes ladies you know what I’m talking about when he gives you what you want and tries to sexually satisfy your sexual desires

Late night conversations while you are feeling the passionate sensations

And deep penetrations

Wondering why I am crying over spilled milk that was already spoiled from the very beginning

Giving him my energy and power because I think I still love him

But how could I still be in love with a married man with a nasty past?

I should have known this hidden secret will never last

Mentally not focused and still angry at how he used me and treated me

That’s what I get for jumping the broom and loving so fast

Oh well, lessons to be learned as I continue to stitch up my broken heart as it’s been broken too many times 

I’m just going to sit here and give up on love

Tired of trying

Let love come to me

Only to bless me while I continue to heal and set my soul free

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

Mind Prison

Bottled up energy

Negative energy that is eating the mind alive

When the demon tries to strike, just tuck, roll and dive

Chained at every brain cell that wants you to think about the problems while you continue to rot in jail

Can’t think

Can’t focus

Like the mind is playing tricks on you

Hocus pocus

The devil wants your mind to be bonded together where you can’t set yourself free

But God will do everything in His power to bring you on bent knee

The angels will soon protect you watching as the demons flee

Built for every falling mountain setting your soul free

 

As the thoughts of bondage breaks free and you start to relax

To refocus

To reset

To rethink

About what the past is doing to your present and future

God puts his all and all into your soul so that you will be covered by his blood and salvation

That when you repent to Him giving him your sins and problems 

Bowing before him during the time of revelation.

Looking high above the heavenly skies and claiming your vision

Your heart will break free and your mind will soon become free

Not longer will it be a prison

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

Giving Too Much of You

When you give too much of your love

Your mind is wondering about if you will get hurt in the end

That’s what you will get when you put out just a little bit too much to lend

What will happen when your heart gets broken and you have to start over again?

Wondering if giving too much of yourself will allow love to be defeated or win?

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion 

 

A Fool Called Love

Love that lasted for a lifetime

When was love going to be just fine?

Every time cupid shoots his arrow, always thinking that’s it’s time

But I get my hopes up to claim what is mine 

That maybe love was never for me; just only a bad sign

Sick of all the disappointments and happiness that turns into a temporary fix

As I think about past love and relationships that’s now making me sick!

I’m sick of this love shit!

When will it ever be my time

To find a King that will chose me

And not get scared when he almost lose me

Love shouldn’t hurt this bad 

Never to make you sad

But love can sometimes make you glad

When it’s the right kind of love

And not a love that is already being used by somebody else

Storing it away collecting dust on the library bookshelf

And then I have to just think of myself

Embracing the pain

This love thing isn’t a game

But I felt like my love has been played

Emotionally stressed and mentally drained for days

Knowing that I will bounce back

This is only a phase

And I have to deal with my pain and feelings for days

I hate it

The way love hurts and the way it makes me feel

I will soon have to pick up the pieces and learn to just deal

From now on my heart will be sealed

And love can’t ever enter

The way it hurts so bad like a bad splinter

Written by Lyrical Passion

Left Alone

When you look at me do you not once feel a slight attraction that ignites the transition of a lover’s spell

Not a type of overpowered  love that is brought or taken

But a strong affectionate feeling that every time I walked,

Your soul shivers and your eye twitches something crazy

I could never in this world understand the covering of your face that is shun away from the true feelings left unpainted on an old brick wall of forget-me-nots

Away from this world your presence goes somewhere deeper and darker

Never revealing the truth about your spirit

Except the fact that you said you was a servant

No I’m not  talking about who you serve or what you serve

But who are you of this world?

What has your soul tied?

A hand full of mistreated words and heated catastrophes has you all shook up and proves to be a vessel that you no longer want to deal with the tragedies that lingers upon your heart

You want me to leave you alone?

Then say it to my heart that yearns again of your nourishment and words of encouragement, of comfort that seems to fit the mask you are wearing

As the words slips upon your lips into the river of contamination and disappointments,

I stopped hearing you once again

Ignoring the words that you want to be left alone

Left to be lonely of this world and invisible to mankind

Only to suffer bullets to your heart

That’s where I’m aiming

To pierce you deeply where it really hurts

To lead me on another adventure of fantasies that were only your mistakes

I will leave you alone unwanted

Confused and yet un free of your pure self of reality

Written by Lyrical Passion

Friend who?

You call yourself a friend

But continue to give me a hard time about myself

With all the issues floating in my mind

Take off your ugly mask

Telling me you were sweet and kind

The mixed emotions that continue to lay in my heart

Trying to figure out the real person that lays before me

The mask you still wear still betrays me

Stuck in the selfish arrays of rainbow mixed fantasies

I begin to wonder who you really are 

Only a friend that hides behind the jail cells of words

 No picture to go along with what I thought was a real you

I’m just fed up and tired of the back and forth dilemmas 

The headaches and heartaches of trying to repair fate back together again

I thought in the beginning I had that true friend

But the more you keep the mask on

The more the wall goes up with no expectations of what my words now think about an idol that stands in my presence taking up space

I always wonder what lies between the flesh of your face

But I guess I will never see the real you

A real friend that lies under the misty blues….

Written by Lyrical Passion

Freely

I want to laugh out loud freely without the world judging me

To walk about thinking thoughts freely

Allow me to be free and be me!

Birthing hopes and dreams

Bigger than the whole world can ever see

You see I’m going to walk around the world thinking thoughts freely

Just being me

With the whole world to see

Freely and being me!

Written by Lyrical Passion

30 Day Poetry Challenge: Day 14 “Rainy Weather”

 

rainy weather

Photo credit by http://www.etsy.com 

 

I hear the rain falls falling so heavily

As I looked at you across the room

My heart melts and my heart pounds

I can imagine hearing the lover’s sounds

Wine glasses and cheese crackers

Laying next to you kissing you until the morning after

The beat of the rain while we are cuddling makes my mind go insane

Peaceful silence 

Just me and you together sharing this passionate moment

In your eyes your passionate glow is showing

Kiss my neck and feel my love on my soft lips

Drink all of me

No breathing in between my sips

I want you to absorb all my affections you have placed upon me like a love spell

If it floods while we are here

Your love is my boat

All I want to do is sail

I promise I won’t kiss and tell

As you look deeper into my eyes

I see the emotions you are willing to share with me

Keeping me warm next to your naked body

Telling me stories of our future together

Kisses so soft like warm feathers

Listening to the rain hit the window pane

You pin me on my back and just stared into my eyes

Fantasizing about how your ex treated you badly

How it all ended so sudden

So sadly

But now I’m in your life to make things better

I enjoy the simple times we spend together

During the rainy weather

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

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