A Brand New Life… (Mend me again)

I try to bring happiness to my dark clouds

The ones that try to get in the way of my present and my future

It’s funny how the Devil wants to see me going through

I’m careful about how my emotions are controlled

That I won’t let the world get me down

I try to make my heart sunny-side up and look forward to all the possibilities that I have to offer

A lot of people don’t want us to succeed

But I’m still going to shine bright and keep my head on my shoulders

You better believe!

Cleansing the environment where I breathe in

To inhale the fresh air

The smell of a new start

A new beginning

Soon again I will be back on the right path

Again winning

I allow the breeze to run through my pores

I’m giving my life to Him

Watching Him as He opens doors

I need a revelation to keep my life back again

I’m tired of the games

I’m tired of the sins

Allow me to live this life once more again…

patrice june 15th

Written by Lyrical Passion

Can’t Feel The Pain Anymore

Nothing lasts forever as the wind blows forward

To start from scratch

Starting from a new perspective

The pain she bleeds and the words she speaks

The world can’t hurt her anymore

She is numb from the pain that nothing else can enter her mind nor her heart

No one understands her vision or her dreams

They only see a face with the tangled tongue

The hurt that’s written upon her heart let alone inked out into the galaxies 

Pain that can never be written again with scars and bandages around old wounds

No room for new ones let alone for new tears

Where to begin when the world falls flat on her face and all she wants to do is cry out to the moon at night each time things don’t paint onto the canvas smoothly

The pain is numb

Her body is numb

She continues to walk on the old scars and keep her head held up high

And her purpose in life higher

The wind speaks to her soul

Allowing her to start a new beginning

With old scars and old  tears and old pain

To take the world and sit it upon her shoulders and carry the weight of the issues and hatred that brings people down

To be wanted by the positive influences and to make miracles and blessings appear in thin air

Can’t feel the pain anymore

The painful words

The painful image

The rebellious soul that hides in the dark skies with her canvas ready to paint a new chapter of her life

To tell a story so different that no one will recognize the new her

Will the world filled with hatred still believe the old rumors and the lies that downs her heart and pierces her soul?

To believe the new her into a new generation

But the pain will still be there

Fresh and deadly

To erase the past and to forget the harm

A love that wasn’t meant to be and people that never got to know the real her

She can’t feel the pain anymore

And she doesn’t want to!

can't feel the pain anymore

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

From the Inside

Bleeding from my inside

My wombs has never healed

My suicidal letter still mentally remains in my mind

Feel like giving up on this timeless life

Why shall I live another notch

I can’t take anymore of the hate that triggers my mind

To take a bullet and blow my mind

I’m dying on the inside

I’m screaming on the inside

I’m holding my pain on the inside

I HATE MYSELF FROM THE INSIDE

Why does it have to be like this?

Why does my tongue have to slip once again

Damn sins

I just want to start my life over again

From scratch!

The end!

I Only Cry At Night

once the moon has set

i  feel free within myself

to express myself in my mind and in my thoughts

without no one listening

watching me

i’m at a peaceful place in my head where i can think out loud

to cry one last time

or maybe for  eternally

no one understands the pain but me

i’m bottled up like a genie

come grant my wish as i isolate myself in my peaceful place

my soul that talks to me 

rainy days this may seems

as the puddles of my tears that pours down

and the voices inside of my head screams at me for yet another mistake

i think all types of thoughts

to give up

forget about life

end all of the miseries

BOOM!

she’s gone into the darkness of the world

to become free of all frustrations and tears

peace at last as i gaze up at the stars

the dimness of the lamp that only gives little life

then looking back at me

gasping for air

as the tears slow down

no one knows what i go through at night

trying to sleep and comfort myself within the tears of misery and depression

i’m all alone

walking all alone

in the darkness

no one can’t hear my silent cries

i try to hide them and wipe them away quickly so that no one suspects a thing

SSHHH!!!

it’s almost over

i hear the moon and the wind howling at me to calm down and drown on my own tears

to be free of this

what is this?

who are you?

i only cry at night because it’s only better to allow myself to see the pain

to hear the muffled cries

to be alone

me and my thoughts

another sleepless night as i try to get my tears to rock me to sleep

cries that soothes me

to end my miseries

another story has  fallen out of the corner of my heart

as i wipe my tears and sleep for the remainder of the night not forgetting the painful thoughts

i only cry at night

Written by Lyrical Passion

Insomnia

Can’t sleep

Demons are keeping me awake at night

As they laugh at me

Burning in the pure fires of hell

What have I done?

In my mind I have already fell

Deep into the burning flames

I can’t sleep as my mind races on the punishment of the world

I pray to get out of this

Insomnia has me chained and I cant get out

My mind is locked on what evilness shall do

Insomnia has me awake

insomnia

Written by Patrice “Lyrical Passion” Rivers

No one understands

uniquely me

 

No one understands what I feel inside

I don’t trust any more with my moments and secrets

No one to confide

I was I was left alone to fine my own way

To live in a place where peace comes by easy

Too much noise surrounds my inner thoughts

When I find myself opening up then I get the feeling they don’t want to listen or doesn’t understand

I give up hope to the skies because the silence wraps around my heart

My burdens of my soul will find a place to land

In the meantime no one to understand

Me

To trust is to be a trust-worthy person

I must like you fully for you to even understand me

To look into my eyes to see the burning and tears

To only understand and see

I keep to myself because I’ve trained myself that way

My thoughts and visions I look upon

Inhaling this world night and day

Sometimes I hate staying at this place

I need my space!

To think and be at peace

My old thoughts seem to never decease

I want to bury them six feet under and kill them with my heart

No one to understand what goes on in my head

Don’t assume what I do and why I do it

Just going through the same old ish

Spitting a thousand words

I just wish

Wish that I lived in a world that understands me

And not judge me

Too many negativity that flows through me

Keeping to myself feels much safer

Too many bad influences and evil haters

Yeah I can be one

The one

I will look upon your heart to see if you are good for me

To be friends with me

Not to understand or see

Would you ever understand me?

My path

My loss

My pain

My burdens

My thoughts

Just being me

No one to understand me

 

Written by Patrice “Lyrical Passion” Rivers

Free Me!

I reach upon the Earth that reaches towards the spirit of Him

I feel him in the air

The chains that hinders me from moving forward shall be free from bondage

Walking in the moonlight with a light spirit and running around in the color of arrays

Paint me a new me

A new life that only I will remember

I want to be able to smile at the early rise of the sun

And exhale when the moon sets in my window pane

Exhaling from the negativity that vanishes

Free me from the pain

I cry out yet again!

I want to feel brand new!

abandoned-dream

Written by Patrice “Lyrical Passion” Rivers

 

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