Last Tear

I’ve been playing the same old song in my head

Crying the same old tears; nothing left to shed

I’ve had my share of pouts and frustrations

I loved how God sent you to me or for a reason

A loving creation

You meant everything to me and then some but it’s time to move on

To stop plotting

To stop crying over lost love

A love that was never meant to be

I just want God to set my soul free!

To take off the controlling thoughts that haunts my daydreams

Taking off the chains and shackles because this life is ready for a new me

And I can’t be that new me crying and thinking about something that’s lost forever

But I still won’t say no to love, no not ever

I had my share of heartaches and pain and the tears that seem to cloud my vision

Taking a major lost in the love department and trying to heal from a wounded incision

I know God has something better for me if only I learn to forgive my past sins

All I want now is for God to give me a new life to begin

I’m not the perfect human being nor the perfect Christian

This is the real deal and not some ordinary character in a book of fiction

The love I shared with you was for real and our love was magical friction

A love too deep and full of addiction

I no longer want to feel alone, vulnerable or broken-hearted as an outlet of fear

I won’t ever stop loving you as I continue to keep your love near

But darling my true love this will have to be the last tear

Written by Lyrical Passion

Crying Over Spoiled Milk

You used to be someone special to me

Approaching me was the greatest thing you have ever done

Smiling and flirting trying to spit that game

Learning that you were married only put men like you to shame

But as a fool I allowed you to play on my mind

More as prey upon my soul one day at a time

You weren’t a weak guy, but you were setting me up 

A plan all in a disguise

When guys like you play in the streets and collect danger in their territory

Finding innocent prey that looks lonely and vulnerable

You once didn’t feel bad; no sorry in order

You knew exactly what you was doing

Those sexy eyes and spitting flame in your game

I was now caught in your web of intoxication

As I began to lie with you writing a story of fornication

You led me on to believe that you loved me and cared for me

But your only plan was to wine and dine me, making me feel good inside and out

In my mind; yes I did had several doubts

But you was catering to me and giving me the attention women adore

But how can I have given you my whole heart when you was going to break it all along

I’m tired of playing the same old sad song!

On my record it keeps playing after every guy has done me wrong

When God has been telling me to wait all along

I was hot and on fire

For this sinful love that I have been dreaming off

I felt like I was on cloud nine and giving thanks to the love god up above

I knew this love was toxic and wrong

But at the same time it felt good and so right

That sometimes I didn’t care if he even had a wife

Late nights and love talking 

Then heated arguments and at work stalking

This was getting too dangerous 

As I cried late nights because of broken hearts

My heart cries for you each and every day

As a street and hood person you don’t have any emotions or feelings

At the end of the day it was never true love when late nights you were dealing

I’m back here crying and moping over a love I thought was real

But in the end, God has finally intervened and starts to show me the light and the real deal

That what I have done was wrong and I had to pay

Emotional stress, mentally drained, ugly girl cries each and every day

How can a guy have me hypnotized?

Let’s be for real that his dick game had me dickmatized!

Yes ladies you know what I’m talking about when he gives you what you want and tries to sexually satisfy your sexual desires

Late night conversations while you are feeling the passionate sensations

And deep penetrations

Wondering why I am crying over spilled milk that was already spoiled from the very beginning

Giving him my energy and power because I think I still love him

But how could I still be in love with a married man with a nasty past?

I should have known this hidden secret will never last

Mentally not focused and still angry at how he used me and treated me

That’s what I get for jumping the broom and loving so fast

Oh well, lessons to be learned as I continue to stitch up my broken heart as it’s been broken too many times 

I’m just going to sit here and give up on love

Tired of trying

Let love come to me

Only to bless me while I continue to heal and set my soul free

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

Giving Too Much of You

When you give too much of your love

Your mind is wondering about if you will get hurt in the end

That’s what you will get when you put out just a little bit too much to lend

What will happen when your heart gets broken and you have to start over again?

Wondering if giving too much of yourself will allow love to be defeated or win?

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion 

 

A Fool Called Love

Love that lasted for a lifetime

When was love going to be just fine?

Every time cupid shoots his arrow, always thinking that’s it’s time

But I get my hopes up to claim what is mine 

That maybe love was never for me; just only a bad sign

Sick of all the disappointments and happiness that turns into a temporary fix

As I think about past love and relationships that’s now making me sick!

I’m sick of this love shit!

When will it ever be my time

To find a King that will chose me

And not get scared when he almost lose me

Love shouldn’t hurt this bad 

Never to make you sad

But love can sometimes make you glad

When it’s the right kind of love

And not a love that is already being used by somebody else

Storing it away collecting dust on the library bookshelf

And then I have to just think of myself

Embracing the pain

This love thing isn’t a game

But I felt like my love has been played

Emotionally stressed and mentally drained for days

Knowing that I will bounce back

This is only a phase

And I have to deal with my pain and feelings for days

I hate it

The way love hurts and the way it makes me feel

I will soon have to pick up the pieces and learn to just deal

From now on my heart will be sealed

And love can’t ever enter

The way it hurts so bad like a bad splinter

Written by Lyrical Passion

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