You Took Control of my Heart

You took control of my heart and I felt like I couldn’t let you go

You discovered my beauty and confidence looking like I was pure gold

Even though love never has an expiration date, you loved me hard even if it was for a short little while

Saying “I Love You”  quite often, I knew you weren’t in denial

It felt like I was your puppet telling me who to talk to and accusing me of sharing my love with others

Catching a glimpse of your facial expressions; a love that I thought was smothered

You took control of my heart and broke it whenever you felt like it or when we get into petty arguments

Emotionally drained, mentally broken apart, I felt like everyday that I was your wife, feeling like I was apart

Apart of the blame and the anger that you was always going through

Never knew what mood you would be in, so everyday I was always seeing and hearing about a new personality, like acting brand new

But now you left me in the dark and threw me away like I was trash

Like a dead body being cremated, turning my soul, heart and mind to ash.

I fell hard for you and fell deep for you

I loved easily and fell in love with you quickly

Your love addiction had me doing crazy things like the crack cocaine and doses of your love was making me sickly

Broken into a million pieces with no repairs to be made

I could never forgive you for all of the pain and suffering you put me through for days

You knew what you were doing when you asked me to be your lover

Hiding behind of all your lies and hidden secrets; like a dirty cop undercover

But yet you still was my lover

And know you have my heart controlled with your mind

Each day I think about the hurt and pain you caused me, I feel like that I am dying

Late nights suffocating on my tears of hurt and emotions, I’m tired of all the crying!

You put a curse on my heart so that I can be addicted to you, your body, your heart, your mind and soul

When will these bad love connections, severe rejections be over?

This love mess is getting too old!

But I do want to love again and to love my soul mate; to grow old

A King to show me what real love feels like; entwined hearts starts to unfold

I will never forget the day you tore my precious heart apart

The day you took control of my heart

 

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

Crossing Paths

There he goes

Crossing my path with a blank look and stare upon his face

All I can do is shake my head and curse in my mind that you were truly a disgrace

You hurt me to my body started to smell of the worldly odors of an open-heart womb

Why can’t God place you in a dark place or better yet bury you in his tomb?

I still can’t believe the way things ended

We both knew what we were doing

Out in the world laughing and sinning

I hate when I have to cross your path

As you try to look at me

I ask myself this question “Do you even still love me just a little bit?” 

Waiting on the answer like a little girl with pig tails and a lollipop as I wait and sit

It’s like two fires burning at each other’s hearts

This pain, hurt and disappointments is truly tearing me apart

I don’t think you have a caring bone in your body as you pretend everything is okay

A smooth sailing

When we both know that deep down, you have set me up; so I’m only failing.

I hate to even look into your cheating eyes

Your words and loyalty is only a depise

Hiding behind your lies 

Hiding behind like the devil in disguise

You are truly the devil indeed

As you only spread the evil of all bad seeds

I just want to erase you from my past so I can just  grieve

How often will I see your disgusting face?

I hate it

I really am starting to hate you

The shit, hell, emotional stress and hurt that you have put me through

Fuck your love and everything that it came with

When we cross paths again

Just remember I only think of you as dirt beneath my feet

Complete filth!

Written by Lyrical Passion

Crying Over Spoiled Milk

You used to be someone special to me

Approaching me was the greatest thing you have ever done

Smiling and flirting trying to spit that game

Learning that you were married only put men like you to shame

But as a fool I allowed you to play on my mind

More as prey upon my soul one day at a time

You weren’t a weak guy, but you were setting me up 

A plan all in a disguise

When guys like you play in the streets and collect danger in their territory

Finding innocent prey that looks lonely and vulnerable

You once didn’t feel bad; no sorry in order

You knew exactly what you was doing

Those sexy eyes and spitting flame in your game

I was now caught in your web of intoxication

As I began to lie with you writing a story of fornication

You led me on to believe that you loved me and cared for me

But your only plan was to wine and dine me, making me feel good inside and out

In my mind; yes I did had several doubts

But you was catering to me and giving me the attention women adore

But how can I have given you my whole heart when you was going to break it all along

I’m tired of playing the same old sad song!

On my record it keeps playing after every guy has done me wrong

When God has been telling me to wait all along

I was hot and on fire

For this sinful love that I have been dreaming off

I felt like I was on cloud nine and giving thanks to the love god up above

I knew this love was toxic and wrong

But at the same time it felt good and so right

That sometimes I didn’t care if he even had a wife

Late nights and love talking 

Then heated arguments and at work stalking

This was getting too dangerous 

As I cried late nights because of broken hearts

My heart cries for you each and every day

As a street and hood person you don’t have any emotions or feelings

At the end of the day it was never true love when late nights you were dealing

I’m back here crying and moping over a love I thought was real

But in the end, God has finally intervened and starts to show me the light and the real deal

That what I have done was wrong and I had to pay

Emotional stress, mentally drained, ugly girl cries each and every day

How can a guy have me hypnotized?

Let’s be for real that his dick game had me dickmatized!

Yes ladies you know what I’m talking about when he gives you what you want and tries to sexually satisfy your sexual desires

Late night conversations while you are feeling the passionate sensations

And deep penetrations

Wondering why I am crying over spilled milk that was already spoiled from the very beginning

Giving him my energy and power because I think I still love him

But how could I still be in love with a married man with a nasty past?

I should have known this hidden secret will never last

Mentally not focused and still angry at how he used me and treated me

That’s what I get for jumping the broom and loving so fast

Oh well, lessons to be learned as I continue to stitch up my broken heart as it’s been broken too many times 

I’m just going to sit here and give up on love

Tired of trying

Let love come to me

Only to bless me while I continue to heal and set my soul free

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

Mind Prison

Bottled up energy

Negative energy that is eating the mind alive

When the demon tries to strike, just tuck, roll and dive

Chained at every brain cell that wants you to think about the problems while you continue to rot in jail

Can’t think

Can’t focus

Like the mind is playing tricks on you

Hocus pocus

The devil wants your mind to be bonded together where you can’t set yourself free

But God will do everything in His power to bring you on bent knee

The angels will soon protect you watching as the demons flee

Built for every falling mountain setting your soul free

 

As the thoughts of bondage breaks free and you start to relax

To refocus

To reset

To rethink

About what the past is doing to your present and future

God puts his all and all into your soul so that you will be covered by his blood and salvation

That when you repent to Him giving him your sins and problems 

Bowing before him during the time of revelation.

Looking high above the heavenly skies and claiming your vision

Your heart will break free and your mind will soon become free

Not longer will it be a prison

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

Giving Too Much of You

When you give too much of your love

Your mind is wondering about if you will get hurt in the end

That’s what you will get when you put out just a little bit too much to lend

What will happen when your heart gets broken and you have to start over again?

Wondering if giving too much of yourself will allow love to be defeated or win?

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion 

 

A Fool Called Love

Love that lasted for a lifetime

When was love going to be just fine?

Every time cupid shoots his arrow, always thinking that’s it’s time

But I get my hopes up to claim what is mine 

That maybe love was never for me; just only a bad sign

Sick of all the disappointments and happiness that turns into a temporary fix

As I think about past love and relationships that’s now making me sick!

I’m sick of this love shit!

When will it ever be my time

To find a King that will chose me

And not get scared when he almost lose me

Love shouldn’t hurt this bad 

Never to make you sad

But love can sometimes make you glad

When it’s the right kind of love

And not a love that is already being used by somebody else

Storing it away collecting dust on the library bookshelf

And then I have to just think of myself

Embracing the pain

This love thing isn’t a game

But I felt like my love has been played

Emotionally stressed and mentally drained for days

Knowing that I will bounce back

This is only a phase

And I have to deal with my pain and feelings for days

I hate it

The way love hurts and the way it makes me feel

I will soon have to pick up the pieces and learn to just deal

From now on my heart will be sealed

And love can’t ever enter

The way it hurts so bad like a bad splinter

Written by Lyrical Passion

A Sad Valentines

What is Valentine’s Day?

To celebrate your love to your partner or to shower them with love and compassion?

What about when someone has crushed your spirit just for their pure satisfaction?

Broken glass everywhere and millions of pieces scattered 

Unmoved

Un-bothered

The love you thought was real

Passionate

Was all just one nightmare

Feeding you fake love 

Playing with my heart if you dare!

Forget a flower or a card that makes you smile when you read each word

Wanting to look in your face and wanting to speak having the urge

A broken mystery

How could you do this to me?

You promised me forever when all along I was just the dust beneath your feet collected in feathers

I will also survive any day and storms in any weather

Your secret is out and now you are playing the blame game

Pretending right now like you feel ashamed

Lost and confused

You can’t play with people’s emotions and expect for them not to feel hurt, disturbed even misused.

Watch how you treat love

Because love can sometimes feel like a game

Just waiting for you to loose!

 

~Written by Lyrical Passion

Content with You

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Not a day goes by and I’m content when I think of you

Not sure when the time will come that I will talk to you

But all I’m saying is that I’m content when I think of you

Molded from God’s hands and ashes of the soul

I want to be content when I finally meet you

Please don’t break my heart like the others

Be gentle with the colors of my appearance, the depths of my soul, my mona lisa smile and my dark past that stays in Hades

Just take me as I am

And let me be 

Content

With You

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

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