Crossing Paths

There he goes

Crossing my path with a blank look and stare upon his face

All I can do is shake my head and curse in my mind that you were truly a disgrace

You hurt me to my body started to smell of the worldly odors of an open-heart womb

Why can’t God place you in a dark place or better yet bury you in his tomb?

I still can’t believe the way things ended

We both knew what we were doing

Out in the world laughing and sinning

I hate when I have to cross your path

As you try to look at me

I ask myself this question “Do you even still love me just a little bit?” 

Waiting on the answer like a little girl with pig tails and a lollipop as I wait and sit

It’s like two fires burning at each other’s hearts

This pain, hurt and disappointments is truly tearing me apart

I don’t think you have a caring bone in your body as you pretend everything is okay

A smooth sailing

When we both know that deep down, you have set me up; so I’m only failing.

I hate to even look into your cheating eyes

Your words and loyalty is only a depise

Hiding behind your lies 

Hiding behind like the devil in disguise

You are truly the devil indeed

As you only spread the evil of all bad seeds

I just want to erase you from my past so I can just  grieve

How often will I see your disgusting face?

I hate it

I really am starting to hate you

The shit, hell, emotional stress and hurt that you have put me through

Fuck your love and everything that it came with

When we cross paths again

Just remember I only think of you as dirt beneath my feet

Complete filth!

Written by Lyrical Passion

Crying Over Spoiled Milk

You used to be someone special to me

Approaching me was the greatest thing you have ever done

Smiling and flirting trying to spit that game

Learning that you were married only put men like you to shame

But as a fool I allowed you to play on my mind

More as prey upon my soul one day at a time

You weren’t a weak guy, but you were setting me up 

A plan all in a disguise

When guys like you play in the streets and collect danger in their territory

Finding innocent prey that looks lonely and vulnerable

You once didn’t feel bad; no sorry in order

You knew exactly what you was doing

Those sexy eyes and spitting flame in your game

I was now caught in your web of intoxication

As I began to lie with you writing a story of fornication

You led me on to believe that you loved me and cared for me

But your only plan was to wine and dine me, making me feel good inside and out

In my mind; yes I did had several doubts

But you was catering to me and giving me the attention women adore

But how can I have given you my whole heart when you was going to break it all along

I’m tired of playing the same old sad song!

On my record it keeps playing after every guy has done me wrong

When God has been telling me to wait all along

I was hot and on fire

For this sinful love that I have been dreaming off

I felt like I was on cloud nine and giving thanks to the love god up above

I knew this love was toxic and wrong

But at the same time it felt good and so right

That sometimes I didn’t care if he even had a wife

Late nights and love talking 

Then heated arguments and at work stalking

This was getting too dangerous 

As I cried late nights because of broken hearts

My heart cries for you each and every day

As a street and hood person you don’t have any emotions or feelings

At the end of the day it was never true love when late nights you were dealing

I’m back here crying and moping over a love I thought was real

But in the end, God has finally intervened and starts to show me the light and the real deal

That what I have done was wrong and I had to pay

Emotional stress, mentally drained, ugly girl cries each and every day

How can a guy have me hypnotized?

Let’s be for real that his dick game had me dickmatized!

Yes ladies you know what I’m talking about when he gives you what you want and tries to sexually satisfy your sexual desires

Late night conversations while you are feeling the passionate sensations

And deep penetrations

Wondering why I am crying over spilled milk that was already spoiled from the very beginning

Giving him my energy and power because I think I still love him

But how could I still be in love with a married man with a nasty past?

I should have known this hidden secret will never last

Mentally not focused and still angry at how he used me and treated me

That’s what I get for jumping the broom and loving so fast

Oh well, lessons to be learned as I continue to stitch up my broken heart as it’s been broken too many times 

I’m just going to sit here and give up on love

Tired of trying

Let love come to me

Only to bless me while I continue to heal and set my soul free

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

 

Giving Too Much of You

When you give too much of your love

Your mind is wondering about if you will get hurt in the end

That’s what you will get when you put out just a little bit too much to lend

What will happen when your heart gets broken and you have to start over again?

Wondering if giving too much of yourself will allow love to be defeated or win?

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion 

 

A Fool Called Love

Love that lasted for a lifetime

When was love going to be just fine?

Every time cupid shoots his arrow, always thinking that’s it’s time

But I get my hopes up to claim what is mine 

That maybe love was never for me; just only a bad sign

Sick of all the disappointments and happiness that turns into a temporary fix

As I think about past love and relationships that’s now making me sick!

I’m sick of this love shit!

When will it ever be my time

To find a King that will chose me

And not get scared when he almost lose me

Love shouldn’t hurt this bad 

Never to make you sad

But love can sometimes make you glad

When it’s the right kind of love

And not a love that is already being used by somebody else

Storing it away collecting dust on the library bookshelf

And then I have to just think of myself

Embracing the pain

This love thing isn’t a game

But I felt like my love has been played

Emotionally stressed and mentally drained for days

Knowing that I will bounce back

This is only a phase

And I have to deal with my pain and feelings for days

I hate it

The way love hurts and the way it makes me feel

I will soon have to pick up the pieces and learn to just deal

From now on my heart will be sealed

And love can’t ever enter

The way it hurts so bad like a bad splinter

Written by Lyrical Passion

In the Beginning

In the beginning a life was created

A soul was created

God’s creation of something unique

A purpose filled dream

God’s dream

A life that was almost taken too soon but God recreated the life lines and allowed her to continue a life that was promised

A gift that was given to her day by day

When she didn’t pray

God prayed and kept her soul safe

A troubled mind she lives day by day

 

 

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion

Me

I can’t stop being me

Loving me is all I can do

Me against the world

To be me is to love me

Not to love others who can’t accept me

So I have to be me

So uniquely made and Me

Born to stand on my own throne

To be me

To love me

You see I can be me

I am me

Uniquely Me

Written by Lyrical Passion

Left Alone

When you look at me do you not once feel a slight attraction that ignites the transition of a lover’s spell

Not a type of overpowered  love that is brought or taken

But a strong affectionate feeling that every time I walked,

Your soul shivers and your eye twitches something crazy

I could never in this world understand the covering of your face that is shun away from the true feelings left unpainted on an old brick wall of forget-me-nots

Away from this world your presence goes somewhere deeper and darker

Never revealing the truth about your spirit

Except the fact that you said you was a servant

No I’m not  talking about who you serve or what you serve

But who are you of this world?

What has your soul tied?

A hand full of mistreated words and heated catastrophes has you all shook up and proves to be a vessel that you no longer want to deal with the tragedies that lingers upon your heart

You want me to leave you alone?

Then say it to my heart that yearns again of your nourishment and words of encouragement, of comfort that seems to fit the mask you are wearing

As the words slips upon your lips into the river of contamination and disappointments,

I stopped hearing you once again

Ignoring the words that you want to be left alone

Left to be lonely of this world and invisible to mankind

Only to suffer bullets to your heart

That’s where I’m aiming

To pierce you deeply where it really hurts

To lead me on another adventure of fantasies that were only your mistakes

I will leave you alone unwanted

Confused and yet un free of your pure self of reality

Written by Lyrical Passion

Elephant in the Room

You became poison in my life 

The first time we hung out it was passion

The physical things that took place was lustful action

A person that I never talked to

Wanting to get to know you

Then things started to take a twist and turn

Feelings that got too deep; the lust that began to yearn

Avoiding the fact that physical ties took place

Nothing seemed right

It seemed like you came from out of space

But I saw the passion look on your face

Your kisses and touches got a girl all messed up inside

But I don’t know if you are wearing a mask; your feeling you are trying to hide

What happened after what was shared?

When I approached you about it, asking you a question

Not giving me the answer I deserved that was left unfair

Avoiding the real feelings nobody else to compare

So what did we really shared?

Confusion and frustration played a big part of this dramatic mess

Telling you how I truly felt seemed like an angry protest

I apologize for causing this confusion

The words that was sewn into your mind

Causing me to act through the emotional state causing painful delusions

I’m loosing

A friend  that once kissed me

The good times that we had that released and freed me

Lustful thoughts and physical connections

But the hurtful words I once said; left dead

Like playing world war two during another election

Damn I really got caught up in this whirlwind of affections

Two months and some days

And now already you got my mind turning in a daze 

For days as I think about what went wrong

I’m tired of singing this crazy lustful song

But am I wrong for questioning your affection and physical aaggression?

But most importantly a friendship that was brewing in the mist of it all

All I want to do is grab your hand and say “Baby I’m sorry for hurting you with my words”

Taking the blame and this hurtful fall

But now I get no texts and the fact I can’t even call

Oh well

Maybe this wasn’t meant to be after all

Now you have became the elephant in the room

Uncomfortable in all the wrong places

As I see the tension on both of our faces

But really I wish I could see you making love faces

Yeah I said it

Love faces

But your cordial “Hello” and “Have a good day and night” makes my heart skip a beat

As the fire brews and I’m still feeling the heat

Of words that was twisted

Is my name still on your list of friendships

Will I ever be listed?

I want to engage in long conversations with you

Laughing and being free in all the right spots

Without the tension of making things worst

This elephant in the room is making me too hot

Sometimes I wish I could make you invisible and my tension won’t be as real as it gets

To live in peace and be free with my feelings

But I was only playing a hand of cards only to be dealing 

Forgetting that hurtful words are left killing

So now I’m in a situation that is left on the wall looking like a crazy equation

What difference is there to give you my flirty ppersuasionlike some sexy and petite boss chick Asian

You see how lustful feelings can get mixed up in the moment and ruin the best time of your life?

But I’m ready to face this elephant in the room and to face the damage

To kiss these painful memories and to burn them into the heat of the night

Lyrical Passion

B.A.E.

I see you watching

Waiting

Wanting

Trembling as your heart skips too many beats

Yes when I see you I get weak

Nervous

Oh shoot

Not this feeling again of the fast adrenaline racing down my spine

The single life is good

And I’m good

Until you walk into the presence of a new life

A kiss that was unforgettable

Unstoppable

Unspoken about for weeks

But yet when our presence links and the fire is ignited as one

A whole new view speaks a different language

Am I’m trying to be Bae?

Yea bae sounds really good

A tasty word that I could get used to

As our eyes touch

it definitely speaks a different language that no one can ever understand

I don’t understand how a Kiss could make me feel like this

I smile at when you are in my presence as I anticipate being

Bae

But I’ll be stepping on dangerous grounds as I keep my single hood at a distance

And just dream about being 

Bae

And just make love to your eyes of passion

Written by Lyrical Passion

New Feeling

I cant get this feeling out of my mind

Tell me God is this another sign?

The single life can’t be all that good, but look at me, I’m getting older focusing on a better new me

When really all I see is new fish in the sea

See I’m CEO of my life, as I embark on this new journey in my life and trying to make everything alright

But once again I’m wondering when I will see that love at first sight

In the eye of beauty again and behold the temptation of lust

As the clock straights midnight all my fantasies turn into dust

And Im stuck with this vision of you

and these feelings that are stuck to my heart like glue

But remembering that this game has its danger zones

But I also remember that the single life requires to be alone

Whose fooling who when my thoughts are more realer than ever,

I’ll have you swim into the palm of my hand having you singing Brandy’s “Never Say Never”

I’m not even going to entertain these feelings but need I remind you that I’m living this journey of a single life

What is a girl to do when it’s a purpose to entertain you

Not in this sense I mean, but I’m will in to wait

The harder it may seem

This isnt a nightmare but more like a fairytale and a dream

I’m drunk off this single life but yet when I feel your presence

I’m a little girl smiling like it’s Christmas as I open up my presents

But it’s a dream this may seem

to one day have you or to acknowledge your spirit

While not drunk off your love feign.

 

Writ ten by Lyrical Passion

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