You Took Control of my Heart

You took control of my heart and I felt like I couldn’t let you go

You discovered my beauty and confidence looking like I was pure gold

Even though love never has an expiration date, you loved me hard even if it was for a short little while

Saying “I Love You”  quite often, I knew you weren’t in denial

It felt like I was your puppet telling me who to talk to and accusing me of sharing my love with others

Catching a glimpse of your facial expressions; a love that I thought was smothered

You took control of my heart and broke it whenever you felt like it or when we get into petty arguments

Emotionally drained, mentally broken apart, I felt like everyday that I was your wife, feeling like I was apart

Apart of the blame and the anger that you was always going through

Never knew what mood you would be in, so everyday I was always seeing and hearing about a new personality, like acting brand new

But now you left me in the dark and threw me away like I was trash

Like a dead body being cremated, turning my soul, heart and mind to ash.

I fell hard for you and fell deep for you

I loved easily and fell in love with you quickly

Your love addiction had me doing crazy things like the crack cocaine and doses of your love was making me sickly

Broken into a million pieces with no repairs to be made

I could never forgive you for all of the pain and suffering you put me through for days

You knew what you were doing when you asked me to be your lover

Hiding behind of all your lies and hidden secrets; like a dirty cop undercover

But yet you still was my lover

And know you have my heart controlled with your mind

Each day I think about the hurt and pain you caused me, I feel like that I am dying

Late nights suffocating on my tears of hurt and emotions, I’m tired of all the crying!

You put a curse on my heart so that I can be addicted to you, your body, your heart, your mind and soul

When will these bad love connections, severe rejections be over?

This love mess is getting too old!

But I do want to love again and to love my soul mate; to grow old

A King to show me what real love feels like; entwined hearts starts to unfold

I will never forget the day you tore my precious heart apart

The day you took control of my heart

 

 

 

Written by Lyrical Passion