Elephant in the Room

You became poison in my life 

The first time we hung out it was passion

The physical things that took place was lustful action

A person that I never talked to

Wanting to get to know you

Then things started to take a twist and turn

Feelings that got too deep; the lust that began to yearn

Avoiding the fact that physical ties took place

Nothing seemed right

It seemed like you came from out of space

But I saw the passion look on your face

Your kisses and touches got a girl all messed up inside

But I don’t know if you are wearing a mask; your feeling you are trying to hide

What happened after what was shared?

When I approached you about it, asking you a question

Not giving me the answer I deserved that was left unfair

Avoiding the real feelings nobody else to compare

So what did we really shared?

Confusion and frustration played a big part of this dramatic mess

Telling you how I truly felt seemed like an angry protest

I apologize for causing this confusion

The words that was sewn into your mind

Causing me to act through the emotional state causing painful delusions

I’m loosing

A friend  that once kissed me

The good times that we had that released and freed me

Lustful thoughts and physical connections

But the hurtful words I once said; left dead

Like playing world war two during another election

Damn I really got caught up in this whirlwind of affections

Two months and some days

And now already you got my mind turning in a daze 

For days as I think about what went wrong

I’m tired of singing this crazy lustful song

But am I wrong for questioning your affection and physical aaggression?

But most importantly a friendship that was brewing in the mist of it all

All I want to do is grab your hand and say “Baby I’m sorry for hurting you with my words”

Taking the blame and this hurtful fall

But now I get no texts and the fact I can’t even call

Oh well

Maybe this wasn’t meant to be after all

Now you have became the elephant in the room

Uncomfortable in all the wrong places

As I see the tension on both of our faces

But really I wish I could see you making love faces

Yeah I said it

Love faces

But your cordial “Hello” and “Have a good day and night” makes my heart skip a beat

As the fire brews and I’m still feeling the heat

Of words that was twisted

Is my name still on your list of friendships

Will I ever be listed?

I want to engage in long conversations with you

Laughing and being free in all the right spots

Without the tension of making things worst

This elephant in the room is making me too hot

Sometimes I wish I could make you invisible and my tension won’t be as real as it gets

To live in peace and be free with my feelings

But I was only playing a hand of cards only to be dealing 

Forgetting that hurtful words are left killing

So now I’m in a situation that is left on the wall looking like a crazy equation

What difference is there to give you my flirty ppersuasionlike some sexy and petite boss chick Asian

You see how lustful feelings can get mixed up in the moment and ruin the best time of your life?

But I’m ready to face this elephant in the room and to face the damage

To kiss these painful memories and to burn them into the heat of the night

Lyrical Passion