You became poison in my life
The first time we hung out it was passion
The physical things that took place was lustful action
A person that I never talked to
Wanting to get to know you
Then things started to take a twist and turn
Feelings that got too deep; the lust that began to yearn
Avoiding the fact that physical ties took place
Nothing seemed right
It seemed like you came from out of space
But I saw the passion look on your face
Your kisses and touches got a girl all messed up inside
But I don’t know if you are wearing a mask; your feeling you are trying to hide
What happened after what was shared?
When I approached you about it, asking you a question
Not giving me the answer I deserved that was left unfair
Avoiding the real feelings nobody else to compare
So what did we really shared?
Confusion and frustration played a big part of this dramatic mess
Telling you how I truly felt seemed like an angry protest
I apologize for causing this confusion
The words that was sewn into your mind
Causing me to act through the emotional state causing painful delusions
I’m loosing
A friend that once kissed me
The good times that we had that released and freed me
Lustful thoughts and physical connections
But the hurtful words I once said; left dead
Like playing world war two during another election
Damn I really got caught up in this whirlwind of affections
Two months and some days
And now already you got my mind turning in a daze
For days as I think about what went wrong
I’m tired of singing this crazy lustful song
But am I wrong for questioning your affection and physical aaggression?
But most importantly a friendship that was brewing in the mist of it all
All I want to do is grab your hand and say “Baby I’m sorry for hurting you with my words”
Taking the blame and this hurtful fall
But now I get no texts and the fact I can’t even call
Oh well
Maybe this wasn’t meant to be after all
Now you have became the elephant in the room
Uncomfortable in all the wrong places
As I see the tension on both of our faces
But really I wish I could see you making love faces
Yeah I said it
Love faces
But your cordial “Hello” and “Have a good day and night” makes my heart skip a beat
As the fire brews and I’m still feeling the heat
Of words that was twisted
Is my name still on your list of friendships
Will I ever be listed?
I want to engage in long conversations with you
Laughing and being free in all the right spots
Without the tension of making things worst
This elephant in the room is making me too hot
Sometimes I wish I could make you invisible and my tension won’t be as real as it gets
To live in peace and be free with my feelings
But I was only playing a hand of cards only to be dealing
Forgetting that hurtful words are left killing
So now I’m in a situation that is left on the wall looking like a crazy equation
What difference is there to give you my flirty ppersuasionlike some sexy and petite boss chick Asian
You see how lustful feelings can get mixed up in the moment and ruin the best time of your life?
But I’m ready to face this elephant in the room and to face the damage
To kiss these painful memories and to burn them into the heat of the night
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