I’ve expressed how I felt a thousand times
To the wrong ones
At the wrong place
The wrong time
Trying to find some type of acceptance from just a face
A face that can tell me a thousand lies
To stab me in the back
But somehow still
I always rise
Yeah I’m an author
Creating my stories upon the creations
But right now all I need is a revelation
A wake-up call to start brand new
Still standing in the dark hole
Fallen through so many times
But for some reason
Still I rise
Time will tell if I can change all this around
To walk into the daylight
The brightness
Hearing that sweet peace
A wonderful sound
To surround myself with positive energy
Good-bye social media
Good bye to the back stabbers
The lyers
The gossipers
Actions speaks louder and this I know
But do you truly understand the pain I was in?
To have a breaking down once again
This is it
This is the end
No more sorrows and no more sins
Doing me and achieving my goals
I’ve been beaten to the grounds
And yet just like God
I have arose
Yes once more again
I continue to stand
Broken
Depresssed
Shortness of breath
And always stressed
All of this
It must rest!
I say good-bye for the final time
Cutting loose of all social media and all author ties
I’m starting my life over again
For real this time
I can’t continue to damage myself
Asking myself “How do I always continue to rise?”
To breathe once more
Struggling for one more breath to get me through the day
The Devil has been wearing my face
Showing fake emotions and getting the best of me
God will guide my footsteps
Slower
And at His pace
Time will tell if I’m making great improvements
To focus on what God has called me to do
To bless others with my writing
For me and for you
My journey isn’t through
I have a story to tell
To write about the numerous times I have failed
But this time
Time will tell
Written by Lyrical Passion
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