When you hate your mind
Your thought process
You hate the flesh that you have become
To live in a world filled with hate
The tongue that is powerful
Lashing out at innocent creatures
Do you feel guilty?
Sitting around waiting for the devil to signal you to curse those who hasn’t bother you
You just shoot them in the heart with your tongue without thinking things through
You show no mercy but your anger elevates
Your mind is filled with the dirty hate
You don’t feel guilty at the present moment
As the devil wears your best smile
The sneaky kind that reads people
To smell the fresh bait that you are about to attack next
Maybe the people that are sick and dying
You cursed him wishing that they would die
And to my surprise they lash back at you
The devil has you right where he wants you
But in the end you feel guilty for your words
The hurtful and devastating words that you can’t take back
You start to feel guilty
Tossing and turning in your own sins
Your own guilt
The devil is laughing at you
Because he has won again
Your flesh is weak and yet again you have sinned
Now what is the next move?
You repent to God and beg for His mercy to save you from yourself once again
To relieve you from your sins
So that you can have peace yet again
But it must stop
The tongue lashing must stop
So that you can be blessed from a spiritual level
To become happy
To stop thinking negative
To encourage those without playing the part of the hypocrite
To stop talking to the devil
It must end as your pity and sickness is venting in thin air
When you take off the mask
People still don’t really care
They don’t see the bad side
Only the side you portray and show
But your evil darkness side must be killed
So you can grow
To help others in the kingdom
To become the child God has molded you to become
Hatred has you by the throat
But you must let go of the anger
And figure out what’s keeping you from being happy
The girl who has fallen too many times
Is grieving for help
She is drowning on her own tears
Fears that haunts her as she does her dirty work when nobody knows
A lost soul that needs forgiving
To seek forgiveness
A lost soul she is
As I stare back at her in the mirror
In silence
Written by Patrice “Lyrical Passion” Rivers
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